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Friday, April 30, 2004

helllo peepz... think by now all ur med interview should be over liao.... dun worry la u all tried ur best ok liao lor..... think the interviewers purposely want to tekan ppl one lar and then see how u all react and affected by stress i think... cos being a doc rather stressful i guess....

then ya ya this few days come home just feel like sleeping. got a ton of things to do and to read the newspapers cos my current affairs becoming stagnant affairs. only know that now singapore all of a sudden the civil defence force become so busy only..... sad sad.... ren suan bu ru tian suan ya, why do stuff fall like dominoes nowadays? aiyo....

oh yes today is my bro b day, got so quite alot of presents la him, cheat so much of my money have to chip in for his $160 skateboarding shoes and buy him giodarno jeans cos if go on ur bday u get 20percent off ya! so ppl whose b day coming pls take note if planning to buy and thing from gio, and those who want to buy something but can wait until that person's b day also take note ya.....

work is sian as usual, can't believe got work again tomorrow, then rest for one day only and the whole cycle repeats itself again.... and oh man mid yr exams coming, haiz think my pri 6 kid so bloody busy think she like everyday do hmwk can liao no time to study one.... die man die la.... stressed la.... but i dun really care la.....

and idiotic usp still has no news, and my colleagues have yet to hear from nus abt anything and everyday they threaten to burn down nus....haha i say go ahead and burn ya just do burn me inside..... hahaha if usp still nothing maybe i might just join them in the burning? hahaha just joking la.....

shit and everyday i come home i find ants crawling over my desk, dun understand man, i dun even bring food to my room... aiya troublesome la that means i have to clean up my room liao... think i doing major dump out of prospectus....taking up too much space.... and alas..... the first one i feel like dumping out is nus.....dun ask why ppll......haha

and hey hey let's meet up soon man! yeah and this time we go k boxing ya! but then these few days i spending so much money man think i'm going broke soon.... first time spend money to buy something big like printer, just bought it today and spent $378 on it, more than half of my month's pay, crap crap..... but then it can print scan and copy and scan to fax, ok now i dun need to go find fax machines anymore.......

oh and abt our trip ya, now thailand like not very safe cos of the showdown btw the police and the thai muslims in the south in pattaya or sth.... hmmm.... u all want to go hk arr? i dun mind la but my canto can't make it and ah line our expert not going then alamak how to go free and easy? cos go free and easy must have the power of language one if not quite hard to ask ppl stuff and to get around or to bargain also..... no one want to go taiwan arr? taiwan i think our chinese still can make it ya..... at least i think my chinese better than my canto..... and then the taiwan mrt system like ours liddat not easy to get lost i think...... hmmm.....

oh and i'm exhilrated that i'm gonna get a lawyer fren man xian! jia you jia you! wah cool man..... wah so many professionals among us... networking networking...

Bengbeng at 4/30/2004 11:57:00 PM :: link

hoho relax pork. piggy me got as much tekan as u. so pissed off n tired out din blog to vent my anger.

there was a STUPID old lady who cudnt speak properly. mumbling her wae n i was STRAINING my ears to listen to her SUANING questions. den teh uder guy juz bo chup. i was the last person. all of them DAMN SIAN Liao. my fren's one even betta. yawned ryt in fron tof her face sia! so basically my whol interview went lyk "JUS 3 daes of attachemtn made u wanna be a doc. HAVENT U GONE FOR AI CAREER FAIRS. why dinch u choose dentistry" i mean coz i din have interest in dentistry???!! den they gimme that kinda one eyebrow up sniggering at me look. n blah blah. it was shit. trust me. poor airhead had to listen to all my grouses! tanx dear! but nvm i heck liao. i'm not havin ani hopes for nus med. aniwae the ppl there sucked. profs. students. all STUCK UP! n even teh STUPID 2nd round registration student was mother Iritating! if i can i juz feel lyk getting the place n SAE NO ryt in front of their blardy freaking stuck up faces. assholes. oh well. nvm. this is lyk 20percent of my anger from yest.

aniwae back to my life. sigh. exams are coming. took over this HOD form teacher who went for reservist 2.5 wks. i tell u. guyz can be reali bad teachers. kaoz. workbook dunid to do corrections lor. juz mark. wrong oso juz heck teh students. "IF u got question den come ask" kinda attitude. i pity them. exam cuming still trying to complete sylabus. gosh. i'm lyk so stressed out teaching them. sumore they keep saeign i tok too fast. i have to lyk S-p-e-a-k r-e-al-l-y- s-lo-w-l-y before they get me. kaoz. wah. nex week damn xiong. teach tuition teach tuition. i nid slp.

din slp enuff the last two daes coz of the blardy med interview plus lesson prep stuff. wah todae came home n finalli napped! but got a big swollen sore eye noW!!!!!! Sobz. life is still bad for me. when wud teh turning point come man. someone save me. reali wanna go back sch. life was much betta.

plus no more entertainment. my xunqinji last episode todae! :( sobz. the show damn farny n nice. the scroptwriter quite zai. add in a person to linl up the story n din even change history at all. wow. ok lah.onli those who watch noe wat i tokkin abt. but the stupid xuanxuan damn nininene. prefer qinqing.so pretty n elegant n sweet.

haiz. now all teh shows quite sucky. wat la xiong la mei. eeeee. n ch U whol dae olden dae show until i damn blardy sian. plus monkey god show how mani million times liao. gosh. life sux. oh well. realised i owaes juz come blogging to complain. paiseh. no one to listen to my grouses.. so hafta tok to computer.

aniwae porky. relax k. guess we juz hafta get used to sucky lives. sigh. bet the profs muz be suffering from all teh sneezes from all the CURSES from us. hahahahaha. dats wat i'm happi abt. hahahaAhAhaha. ain't i bad.... BUT theIr eVen WORSE!!!!!!!! hawhawhahwhaw...

xian! u sound xiong you cheng zhU! when u get ur results muz tell me! wanna share ur joy k!!!!!! :) yay. got lawyer fren!

loving myself more each day at 4/30/2004 10:50:00 PM :: link

had my med interview today. so glad its over. but somehow dont feel really relieved cos i think the bloody dean is gonna chuck me into stupid biomed or make me a nurse or social worker. so much for wanting to project the image of a caring doctor. ah whatever. i shd be feeling happy now but instead feel like shit. all these interviews are such a fking waste of time. like im ever going to get anything. and wow just got letter from policeman ask me go scholarship. maybe i'll say i watched liehuoxiongxin so pls lemme be a fireman. or i work with mats so lemme be hazmat. used to be so excited last time whenever get some ucas letter or stupid scholarship letter. now i'm like LEAVE ME ALONE. lemme be a biomed scientist since mr dean says our country really really needs good biomed scientists.
im in such a foul mood!
actually was quite happy mood. den one sms and a stupid letter spoilt my mood. poo.
anw my tuition kid was damn funny today.
i ask him to write a letter. den he was supposed to write that he finds his sch work easy. den i think he wanted to write piece of cake. but he wrote "piece of nug" den he was like 'cher! howto spell nugget?!?!' walau i was laughing like hell! MY SCHOOL WORK IS A PIECE OF NUGGET!?!?!?! hahahahaha den i was laughing so hard he felt kinda paiseh den dint wanto carry on writing haha tho he's a pain in the ass i think he's quite cute and funny sometimes. but stil i cant wait to stop tuition haha. long walk in to his hse each day damn hot can and bus 10 frequency is MOTHER LOW.
anw good for yu xian. can go holiday! take nice pics and show me :)
when we grow big lets go holiday tgth k :)
anw with most of the interview crap over.. lets go kboxing soon! or eating! or watching movie or whatever. i miss lux. she msg me one day ask me if i miss her damn funny.

ok cant wait to see kickbox buddies tmr :)
i shall roundhouse kick that stupid pck girl.

poddy at 4/30/2004 08:15:00 PM :: link

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

yeah go luohan!! haiya how can they resist giving luohan money leh? they must have been rather impressed by you during e interview leh! except now yu keep posting ocbc bank online then they got free publicity heh heh. rather good can defray lotsa expenses!

beng aiyo your job contract so long! but nm you can earn manymoney.. but in e meantime will hardly see you :( and your job is so stressful! everytime you talk about the mistakes pple can almost make always sound so serious! mine always can cancel cancel cancel undo undo undo! i think the old folks house lions befrienders thing can be found on e comm service webbie last time xian told me one.. but err forgot la xian help? yay everyone very onz about comm service.. u all pls pls come n join the hospice/stroke hospital!! esp hospice i think they need more help la. stroke home act most of e time we do nothing except chat to e elderly. then after serving the society we can go out and have fun! yi ju liang de.

hmm i have withdrawn my application for dentistry.. realised that i dont want to be a dentist after all.. dentists must know how to talk with no fullstop because their patients cant talk back! feel quite bad. shouldnt have applied in e first place den scarly deprive pple of place. :( stupid airhead. wow anyway was reading some forums on uk universities and apparently lots of drinking is going on! dunno whether its for all courses or not.. but i think i will be a huge loser if somehow i end up going there because i treasure my liver! my baobei liver..

boohoo anyway when are all the nice movies coming out.. i want to watch my ORLY! my LEGGIE! haha stupid blocky go and watch dawn of the dead. i want to watch SHAUN of the dead! its some stupid spoof of dawn of the dead. dunno how they spoof such an inherently funny show. maybe the zombies run superduper extra fast and say "areebah areebah andeleh andeleh yeeeeha!" after they finish running.

ooh anyway if you all are really really bored go to mondominishows.com and watch more happytreefriends and other shows like it! the damn funniest one is the "al qaeda training video" hohoho be a jihad member and collect martyr points!

mando at 4/28/2004 10:42:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, April 27, 2004

wah louhan you so lihai! congrats congrats! the bank ppl must have seen some characteristic in you man that they feel that by sponsoring you you would come out and make a contribution to society and since they bank earn so much money that's why they sponsor you! wah so proud of u man fishy fishy fishy.... like giving free money liddat..... wah wah.....good man now u dun have to be a financial burden to your family and you r bond free! as free as a fish! haha just keep swimming just keep swimming....

aiyo xinyi dun stress too much ya! think it's just a phase that we all r going through la.... think i'm so zombified nowadays when i go to work also... and wah i made another serious mistake again but thankfully my senior help to save me and she so nice never complain and write report ya! thanks alot christina! wah i took down all the credit card details and everything but forgot to issue the e tkt and the person's whole itin was canx due to ticketing deadline expired then thankfully my fren found his other booking and ask him then he say he already issued another tkt and my fren checked then uh oh..... where's the itin? heng sia they found out in time and still got seats for his flights so rebook everything for him then issue tkt straight away.... thank goodness my fren found the booking, thank goodness the customer wasn't pissed, thank goodness still got seats for the flight.... if not i would have died.....hahahhahah..... wah really heng sia..... heng sia... thankful thankful now must be more careful.... think too many things liao until i mad already.....

so now everyday dreading to go to work, looking forward to the end of my contract. 7 june 7june come quickly, yeah man and i miss sch days alsoo.....want to do something more meaningful....

hey hey i also want to do cip leh! let's all go together even though i only got my weekends free.... wat i really really want to do is go help out the old ppl living at those one room flats. like give them food help clean their house la go tok to them think it's very very meaningful... but alas my dialect also cannot make it one... so fishy must come along to guide us ya! and wonder where to go find all these lobang.... hmmmm

Bengbeng at 4/27/2004 10:18:00 PM :: link

haiz everione's life lyk more or less setteld lykdat. i feel so sian. hafta still linger around lyk ghost. duno this duno that. sigh.

fishy airen arh. gd for u. ocbc so gd arh. give u money dun expect u to work for them. where got so cheapskate one??? but if it's true u realli lucki! happi for u too!! haha can u imagine u use bank money to pay for med course. so farny. hahaha.

sigh. mmy interview on thurs. havent been teachign for 2daes. yest n today.still slacking at home till thurs then stut working again. sigh. sigh sigh. freaked out by med interview. but oso quite worried. tink i not the doc kind duno what i'm doig at the interview oso. then the usp n moe oso lyk no news at all. freaking scary. can u imagine if i end up lyk no where. then i will juz 'happily' go ntu n do my chem n biomol eng.... wow. how fun.

life sux. goin for tuition soon. the onli thing keeping me alive is my tv n huanzhugege book!!! oh.learning driving soon.finally.from lux's driving insstructor. stut may 18. piangs. so damn far still. then my theory 13may. but the whol world lyk finish final theory n learning liao. me dman slow huh. so free oso duno wat i doing rotting here n there.
shit lah. my future seems so bleak.

duno wat i reali want. duno what i wanna do. feel so old.
met our judo junior cum my junior class JIAHUI! remember the councilor? was wif amanda n xingning after the med essay thing. they she so hyper n high n bubbly. lyk future seems so EXCITING for her. while the 3 of us juz lyk stone there n feel blardy old. haizzzz.... realli wunder if we were lyk dat last time. duno why these few daes haf this sudden urge to go back to jc life. if onli can turn back time. my brother ask me a few physics stuff n realised my phy all return back to teacher. how work is done i oso kena confuse if it's force in line of direction or perpendicular.but luckily figured out. sighz. feel lyk a rotting piece of shit.

i need a goal in life man. i wanna study. i tink im crazy. i guess this is wat happens when u rot at home too long n suddenly go MTUC buy groceries for mum oso feel damn excited. gosh. so huixian. u betta think twice to realli qui ur job n dun work. perhaps that is why old ppl will get laorenchidaizheng coz owaes cooped at home nothign to do.

sigh. recently my mood super down. kao. nothign in life worth looking forward to. juz cant wait for the interview to end. n lyk mebbe next week to come.so that i can be occupied wif work n wun husiluanxiang.

haiyo. i wanna do comm service too since i'm blardy bored. nothing to do. perhaps helping all these needy ppl can make my life more meaningful. but dun wanna go hospice. tink it'll make my life sadder. n tink abt degeneration. or fishy fishy. u wan we go find some other organisaiton together? nisha vanished n didnt contact me animore. haha. oh well. my first 'haha' of this whol long msg.

ok. time's up... (shi chen dao...) lyk those olden times cheena shows ... the Niu tou ma mian come hook my soul awae coz i'm dying. ok. my 'darling' tuition here i come. n countdown to my FREAKING SCARY INTERVIEW...roughly 49hours.. (still remmeber the stupid psycho test - what is teh opposite of the opposite of the opposite of "inexact"?? sheesh. i suppose it was rough. haha.juz anihow do )

loving myself more each day at 4/27/2004 01:25:00 PM :: link

yoyo pple pple
yest i tink tink until my brain almost burst... sigh ocbc bank hor offered mi a scholarship liao leh
7k per year tt's all la neva pay for tuition fee dont haf bond oso they quite nice to mi liao rite?
then i told them applying med get in the course will be 5yrs not 4 then they oso wan to give mi for the fifth yr
budden accept them then cannot go for my hsa second interview liao
i tink tink tink tink
then like hsa my backup plan la if get into pharm mah
budden the job scope not realli wat i wan la i wan to do clinical pharm if i get into pharm like can look see look see patients the haha with them
b like doc's best fren (not dog)
then they wan mi to stare at piles of info n do regulation at hsa la
like sae this medicine pple can eat not i say can then can haha
at first tot tt 4yrs i can build up exp dont mind coz dont wan come out go work in watson's or guardian mah
then now sigh
mus give it up la
coz like abit stupid give up ocbc whu offers mi for any course i like next time wan work in bank oso can like pple give 28/35k stuff into ur pocket then u say dont wan meh
not like i got ani more options except the hsa
wanted the nus undergraduate one la budden tt one june then know then like the competition super tough the whole nus 100+ get inclu foreigners oso

sigh paiseh say so much rubbish
but conclusion is i accept liao la
i mean its better than nothing right?
then hsa nus not even confirm can get
then hsa job oso not my ideal kind
like my da ge tell mi got bond no good
he like stuck in engin after he dont like stuck in a job for 5 yrs he dont like now onli like first yr
then he say too young to know wat u wan dont jump into pit u cannot cum out n stuff

argh
wa lau decided liao so heck la
pple say i get still so troubled sigh ya lor mi useless

then starting to freak out for tmr interview liao
dont wan to screw it up la
pui scared
woke up with a terrible headache tink use too much brain power yest
then wif a freaing bad mood coz i late for first tuition neva eat hungry :(
will try to cancel my other two tuition dont feel like going out today mus stay at home to ommmmm n pray
then my arm freaking pain went last jab of hep A last night
its like 3 jab i mus take coz i dont haf mah so since last yr taking taking
waited 6mths for the last so now ok liao

the female doc yest leng3xiao4 when i told her i applied med
the first thing she said,"i wont ask my son to do med'
wat u get is not worth the effort u put in
wanted to ask y?
but her face hor like so tired irritated n tense i tink i better dont ask
dont look chatty
tink next time if ani of us heng heng become doc
then mus constantly tell ourselves to note our black face
it was so evident tt i didnt feel like saying anithing else to her lor..

but i guess she looked tired la

good luck to amanda today interview
good luck to xian for law
good luck to me xinyi carol
take care to lux pofun beng
^___^

oh oh almost forgot manda n caroline where u all go do the com service?
can i go too?
i can squeeze some time la
wan to do sumthing more meaningful than to earn $$ frm lazy kids' parents
still need pple?
can offer my onli expertise as a teochew sprouting person...
tell mi more k thanx..

fish laoda at 4/27/2004 11:11:00 AM :: link

Monday, April 26, 2004

wah little xian never knew u were going for law man! thought u going to do double degree in smu or something...hmmm guess i'm misinformed as usual....hahahhaha......ok then good luck and jia you jia you! and yep yep u r a deep thinker so dun worry too much, just dun end be too cynical i think should be ok...

wah the rest of u seem to be leading quite happening lives now arr! and hey hey just to tell u arr that sunday was just the first sunday only cos got another sunday of essay writing i heard from edwin one....cos he gan cheong he never received anything and called up nus then they say they schedule him for this coming sunday.... not to disappoint u all man but just to let u all know that's all.... can anyone enlighten me why so many ppl want to do med?dun understand dun understand.....

haiz....life is getting quite uneventful and boring, everyday wake up go to work look forward to lunch, then after that look for ward to go home.,... then look forward to the end of the week, then count down to the end of my contract....sian sian sian sian....just so sian....

Bengbeng at 4/26/2004 10:14:00 PM :: link

ya why was jerry at the interview? xinyi said he was sitting right behind me and he dropped a pen right in front of me and xingning picked it up for him and i didn't even notice he was there! oh well after the interview finally went out! after so long of rotting at home! and we went to crystal jade at bugis which kind of sucks cos the service was very slow. an ant could cross the surface of china faster than it takes for them to get to your table. it was like the waiters and waitresses were staring into space trying to prove einstein's theory of relativity before serving us a nice plate of siewmai!

today i went for an interview to see if i was worthy of a prize for bilingualism! i think the prize for bilingualism should go to pple like luohan or xinyi or something and not this smelly potato here. so anyway ms potato head goes to the interview and they ask me about my views on procreation. why gee i think procreation is lovely! i will make my own football team in my backyard! i will single handedly repopulate the entire singapore! xinyi you are right teachers are indeed very preoccupied with procreation! then the interviewer says "ok now mr X will ask you questions in chinese". hohohohohohohohohohohoho!

little xian psychoing up for law! don't worry little xian i think you are a deep thinker and you will make a nice lawyer! so next time if i ever get arrested for arson while my spouse leaves me and i accidentally embezzle billions of dollars from companies you can be my lawyer! :)

blocky next week your interview on friday right? so i guess you are not going to hospice to bathe pple.. :( must call them early ok? hope i can find the bus stop again.. the other day i was walking in the wrong direction then stopped and thought, with my marvellous sense of direction the first path i take is definitely the wrong one. so i turned around and 5 mins of walking later there was the bus stop! so i now have a foolproof method of getting to places correctly.

mando at 4/26/2004 07:54:00 PM :: link

:)
woohoo i love my computer! its like damn pro looking now cos my cousin change it to windows xp! :) its practically like having a whole new nice comp! but my comp got not enuf usb ports or whatever yu call them.

anw DO NOT i repeat myself DO NOT watch dawn of the dead
it has absolutely no bloody plot at all. its jus zombies running ard and the ending is so freaking stupid. and the best part which i wanted to see which had the little girl - i missed it! argh cos we were buying popcorn. damnit. den when we walk in it was like dark den i was trying to watch and walk to my seat. then walk walk walk then suddenly the girl bit her father then i jus stopped beside somebody's seat and screamed! shit man how freaking stupid can i get right. malu sia. hope it isnt some cute guy. den i kept screaming den zhuan got so pissed she grab me and told me to shuddup den when she grabbed my hand the popcorn i was holding dropped! moral is: dont eat popcorn when watching scary shows. it gets wasted. and dont go late to the show!!
talking abt movies.. i cant wait to watch troy! and spiderman2! and harry potter!
malfoy is how freaking cute!! :)

anw i realised that writing blogs does not help yur essay writing skills at al. i totally fked up my essay today. sad case. hope dont screw the interview too. anw there were like 700+ ppl there. so its like 1 in 3 ppl wil get in. and jerry was there too! olivia was like "that guy looks like jerry!" haha stupid!!!! it is jerry!!! anw nw he is like some trainer so can tekan ppl like the campuscapers guy. anw i thot if guys dint get in med they cld keep trying but zhuan says cannot. but jerry was there what. so weird. anw go there then see hell alot of ppl who said they totally never gonna do med there. then like WTF. ah well. heck them. hope we can get in.

beng! yu're like the only one among us who's like confirmed where yu're going and what yu're studying! lucky bastard. now can relak one corner no more worries sia.
xian! jiayou for law! heck jus go for it. heard its nex week also right. thurs and fri. yu may see lulu! he applied law too.
pig and air! what yu al do today?

anw glad i went out instead of went home if not i wld be like worrying and thinking abt the essay over and over. but zhuan was like so pre-occupied with it. ah heck as a stress reliever, everyone shd watch HAPPY TREE FRIENDS!!! ok im gonna post a link of it here so dont tell me yu dunno where to go see it. and xian its damn freaking funny la. not morbid. it has a happy song!! and airhead yu mutated the bloody song when yu sang it to me!! we have been walking ard siglap singing the wrong happysong!!!

hm act this week i rather free. workin wed sat and sun. tt means mon, thurs free!! but too bad got med interview coming up. no mood go out. feel like peeing in my pants now when think abt it argh.

i wish i was in rgs again!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on sat wento play as alumni for cadenza the band concert. ok my playing sucks la but the playing was not the fun part. it was after the concert when my section was screaming and going crazy WALAU that was the ultimate fun!!!!!!! :) havent gone so crazy for so long. my section tingtong one always do crazy things haha. anw the screaming made my throat freaking worse. so i sound sexy now!!!!!!! plus my cough which is killing my throat. wa i can go be voiceover for porno flicks or smth man. dont have the body so can only do voiceover hahaha.
anw i went starbucks check my schedule then my friends hear me cough and my throat then they were like
"what happen? yu smoke ah?"
what has it got to do with smokin???
and that reminds me of a very impt decision i made!! everytime i work also get seduced to smoke.
tt day my friend really pass the cigarette to me. like he was smoking then he offer me. but i how good girl. i say "no i dont smoke!"
but seriously sometimes i get quite curious what its like. why so many ppl smoke? does it taste nice? cos it sure stinks like hell!! but i kinda got used to smoke smell already. hope i dont die of lung cancer. maybe my cough is due to excess inhalation of second hand smoke! or i contracted the galloping consumption!!! argh shit i dont wanto die!!!!!! choi! choi! hope i get well soon if not with this voice go interview.. skarlie interviewer think i wanto seduce him sia. ewwww.
hm what a waste that i wont get to see my loverboy. if not i can use my sexy voice to seduce him haha.

ah ok enough shit from me. lets meet up soon! like watch movie or ktv or eat or whatever la.
anw airhead i go yur hse for buffy soon k. i shall fire the bloody kid soon! then i'll be free like a bird!! :)

ok monday is here. poor little office job ppl hafto wake early for 9-5 work. or isit 8-6. haha whatever i dont know im jus a kopi sao hahaha

poddy at 4/26/2004 12:25:00 AM :: link

Saturday, April 24, 2004

wah good luck to all the med ppl in their essays tomorrow and their upcoming interviews! jia you jia you all my doctor frens, but next tiem remember to give me free check up ya, hope that i dun have to get free treatment too man, dun want to contract some major disease or something but u will never know and i think i have the genes man....both my parents got high blood pressure or something.... ;(

okay ppl today i went to swim cos i was so so bored man, so bored and sian that i actually wake up at 10 in the morning eat breakfast then eat lunch at 12 plus and went to sleep at 1 plus until 3 plus i woke up and xinyi called to ask whether going li ou's party and in the end both of us too sian to go think cos just last week it's was kristal's party and everyone went there and like just sit around and feel sian and bored. this time same place again 1 week later ppl cannot bring themselves to go anymore.... haahahahaha wah but feel so bad leh poor li ou, but then think he got the queen can liao la better not to go there to be lamppost also.....yup yup so after i ended the call with xinyi i went to swim, but the pool so crowded kept on having to stop or end up kicking ppl... hahahah.... oh man so bad of me man....

wah like haven seen u all for a long time, but think tomorrow everyone also so busy busy so haiz, dunno when then got time for us to meet up, i just feel that i'm rotting at home man, actually got loads of paperwork to clear but just dun feel like facing them only.... think i'm just procrastinating as usual....want to do something more meaningful man, at least think carol and mandy now doing something meaningful dun mind joining u all but cannot i'm stuck here.... stuck here issuing tickets and ignoring difficult cases waiting for their deadline to pass and the whole itinerary will be cancelled by the system so i can type "no action req cos whole itin canx by sys due to ttl (ticketing deadline) expired".....

just kept swimming just kept swimming but so sad today no sun wanted to get a tan as well man, but today just no sun gloomy gloomy the whole day.....like my mood liddat i supposed? haha. nvm just keep swimming just keep swimming, wah after that feel my whole body like going to break liddat arr... haha too long never exercise liao but feel good about it man! let's all just keep swimming keep swimming to our dreams ya!

hey we meet up soon ya! get mel mel along also before she flys away man, miss all of u miss her and think i go nus got to start making new frens liao cos like i know of no one close to me actually going to do chem engine man....quite scary liddat man, cos have to start like all over again but i think should be no prob la, think i will miss u all more, miss mel mel also... and miss all the peepz going overseas....hahahahah....like not going to see u all forever liddat so sad....

Bengbeng at 4/24/2004 08:49:00 PM :: link

wah.so long hvnt blog. recently damn lazy. dun even cum online often. suddenly got so mani long msges to read! yay! heh..

hmmmz. tmr is the med essay thingy... y not we go out after that? amanda? luohan? pofun? beng,xian,lux... wanna join us after that? pork's goin out wif her other frens. she told us to GO AHEAD... yupz..

aniwae met minjia on teh bus today. sian. went tuition this morn coz scared tmr too rush. life sux this whol week.juz teach teach n tuition. but u noe what. feel damn disheartened n damn glad that i not that slow in learning... u noe i tot em3 classes ryt. i nv knew that some of my em3 kids are actualli REPEATS... they are lyk 14yrs old liao...this yr goin on 15.. n still stuck at p6... after lyk 8-9yrs in Primary schooll... still canot do CALCULATIONS properly!!!!!!! HOW?????!!!!!! sheesh. i haf this sudden urge to lyk not go for med interview at all n go be teacher to help all these poor kids! WHAT ARE THEY GONA DO NEXT TIME??!!!!!!! wif spore so high tech etc... n we are all so HIGH HIGH up... not that they are retarded or disabled or anithing. sigh. so damn sad leh. how arh... sigh.

so mebbe we shud juz be satisfied wif our lives but then again we shudnt be comparing us wif them but oh well... feel so sad for them. xin1 han2... but dunno wat i can do to help them oso... *sOBz*... nv ever knew realli got such things... tot not so jialat...exagerating.. wah. u shud juz c it for urself. gosh.

oh well. sian lah. the hwol wk is so sian. hope the nex wud be beta.

oh no. beng. i feel so xintong for ur money. but u dunno ur scholarship results yet? poor thing... but aiya.. who noes u mite get ur scholarship n go overseas lyk melmel... then that few hundred bucks juz hafta forgo! ren yao wang qian kan! nex tym make big bux n earn it back!

yay.amanda finali can blog. one more person wif poosiblity to blog! :)

sigh. juz dman sian. wanna go overseas!!!! k we meet up onedae wif the classified ads n discuss abt it.. hahaha... yay! nothing much to look forward to except the stupid med stuff. how welcoming to c it on the blog pg. sheesh. lets cum up wif smtg to add in teh calendar to make life happier! hohoho..

loving myself more each day at 4/24/2004 02:52:00 PM :: link

Friday, April 23, 2004

the real amanda is here! just like the real slim shady except with less swearing! whee i finally can blog thanks to wonderfulmarvellous blocky! thanks blocky! anw today i went to provide asswiping services to the old folks at assisi and because carol wasn't there i almost couldnt find my way to the bus stop. if you want to kill me you should dump me in the middle of the cbd without a map. actually you dump me in the middle of the playground also got high chance of mortality. poo act on friday always pass by little xian's workplace on the way back from buttwiping! should go pay you a visit soon little xian! i want to eat your welfare office's free fruits! luohan luohan teochew mui we need your powerful teochew at the hospice cos we have communications problems.. last week we mistakenly thought this lady wanted to go and look at flowers in the garden when she actually wanted to sit in front of a holy statue and pray oopsie daisy.

mando at 4/23/2004 09:43:00 PM :: link

hello? testing testing

btw this is not amanda.

mandy's not here

mando at 4/23/2004 01:49:00 PM :: link

hello helllo
everybody i submitted my nus deposit liao no turning back now... no scholarships in the end for me and no money to go overseas and no money to study local also..... today my daddy went to pay up for me on this very last day and hahaha... i only submitted the online part this morning before i go to work.... and wahahahah i cannot even believe that i'm doing chem engine but in the end.... i also dunno la societal presssure.... societal pressure.....

feel like singing linkin park song, "i tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn't even matter" hahahah.... anyway when we meeting up? like long time no see each other liao except for xinyi la.... and just to tell u all arr, mel mel got astar scholarship liao so happy for her.... aiyo and i start regretting why i didn't just apply for some sci thing for overseas application also..... hate this hate regretting, cannot cannot must not regret must not regret....but then can't help it lei....haiz.... haiz... haiz....

oh ya so everyone all the best for ur med interviews and written tests, so many doctors professors around me stressing me out, maybe my expectations too high, hmmm...

Bengbeng at 4/23/2004 12:13:00 AM :: link

Wednesday, April 21, 2004

wa lau todae i went to check my broken arm la
waited for one and a half hr then go in chat with this cheery doc for like three min then i was out of the place... $20 lidat
budden he say healed liao so i officially haf an okie fin? haha still suan abit
i took like bus27 four times today la go hospital cum bk go bayshore cum bk wth rite
was out for 13hrs leh....
sigh
oh went to starbucks to peep abit at ard 11am but neva see caroline
onli a malay guy like think i siao for peering so hard into the mirror then kept staring at mi heh

yea i starting to feel examinations stress liao
almost all my tuition kids hafint their mid yr the same wk la
dunnoe they stress or i more stress sigh
beng take care dont so bzbzbz

go try the mozzarella melt at bk
i ate todae tink the sauce quite nice haha

now i either go tuition
sit on bus/train
or hide in lib/fastfood joint to read bk like some zuobo person but still quite bz n tired ahha

sai la

tt dae kick boxing got this girl cum approach mi to chat
coz i alone haha
rem my 'opponent' the first time we dance to Pearl Harbour?
the one tt kept smiling at mi
she's patricia
21 jus finish poly waiting to go uni hahaa
then she asked where my frens then i sae one leg pain one bz... she ask mi eh u all onli got 3 pple not 4 meh?
i not sure wat to sae cant realli say got 4 registered rite?
haha then i jus say 3 onli
hope she tink she hallucinated
but nvm we can confuse them by appearing w 4 pple sumtimes...
but she quite nice la

got learn a few new stuff like side kick pause step bk then kick again
the too hot everione buay tahan kept getting water break until the instructor say do weights
their weights is this rubber thing tt provides resistance quite cool
fill like quite alot of resistance if do properly
haha like quite fun la
ya tink can lern on sat la

my com service finish liao played with quite a few down syndrom kids but dont get to look at male genitals
haha they were on news on fri if u all watch
went to listen at a discussion they had all like teenagers our age...
most of them work actualli except the singaporean ones
but they mostly work in supermarket like pack goods of fastfood outlet onli one got admin work then one painter/writer
then got one say until cry how ppl slap them call them retard n stuff so quite sad n wonder y some pple so mean
got one ireland guy he realli reminded mi of forest gump stand like him tok like him
but wow this pple r quite special but tink we not veri appreciated there la
got this ang moh lady eh pui lady? female tt veri mean to us
like we dunnoe how to do things then she say to my frens aft noeing we frm rj like.. "wat do you pple learn at these posh schs?" n all the sai la tmd

watever we stick ard to help then she still kept hurtling abuses at ur when nathan came along still chased us out of the kids playrm like we disgrace or might assinate him lidat
tsktsk

aniwae nothing frm nus so abit erm hmm....
haha take care ppls
mi going bk to my pri sch on fri haha

fish laoda at 4/21/2004 01:13:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, April 20, 2004

helllo! yeah today i finally went for a jog, no doubt think it's like for abt 10 mins only and think covered maybe 700m at most? haha but i applaud myself for actually just going home after work, put down my stuff change out and put on running shoes and go downstairs to run.... felt good after that, actually think i could have run more but ahahah wanted to go home to watch telly ya.... think i'm like telly deprived nowadays dun know wat i'm doing with my life man..... yes and i felt that i needed to exercise very very badly if not got the feeling that i'm going to go mad soon.... thinking abt all the applications and all the scholarships which r going no where and my us application deadlines...... and all the money that have gone down the train and that finally i got my pay for last min can u believe it man they took like forever, but when i finally check acc balance and see a increase i was like phew......

and yeah it's non refundable, the deposist is non refundable, make us pay money but they said can be used to cover sch fees and stuff liddat and when u matriculate.... haiz... haiz.... haiz.... help me ppl, should i take sci or chem engine? think i'm being too easily swayed by public opinion nowdays, ppl keep on asking me not to take sci cos they think engine sounds more cheim, but i think of the physics involved, i feel sian already.... think better stick to my science la and con in biomedical sci.... aiyo my xuan chuan dream is moving further and further away from me...... sob sob

haha and i decided on nus, i also dunno why la cos i think i still have high hopes to get into usp, usp usp usp choose me choose me choose me, but then that day my 2 ang moh interviewers looked so bored that haiz..... wat am i doing man wat am i doing????????

ok and my daddy and mummy very worried and gan cheong they say i very last min think got no time to mail them the cheque so daddy going to go all the way to nus to help me pay the fees..... wahahhaha..... but i promise myself la if i go local uni i must really pia like siao and join everything ahhahaha ... and get the most active student award, want to step out of my comfort zones as much as possible and learn as many things as possible..... hahah tell my mummy i want to grad with first class honors....haha talk big only.... see whether i die first anot...or maybe go mad.....who knows?

cannot must exercise must exercise must exercise, i miss all the sweat the pain and the sense of self satisfaction after that..... and i'm still counting down to the end of my contract....

must go overseas must go overseas, ok i will start looking out and planning itinerary, when exactly is sch starting?

Bengbeng at 4/20/2004 10:32:00 PM :: link

Monday, April 19, 2004

hoi. i not piss lah. juz feeling rather upset that we are now lyk in this state mah. i mean lyk last time much closer n stuff. sms n blah blah. then lyk that tym the karaoke oso i go late then nv get to tok much oso. u still 'friend of xinyi' la.. juz that hafta add the 'long lost' word infront.. heh..

ya. impt dates. haha. cant tink of ani. mebbe lyk 26th april is that dateline for NTU deposit payment? heh.. i not sure abt the nus one. coz still dun haf it yet. oh taking my final theory soon oso! 13may! haha.but havent learn car yet lah. quite dumb.

aniwae. back to teaching MORE regularly n can plan my schedule again! yay. but teaching p1 for 3 daes! sheesh. i'm reduced to a worser state of teaching them how to make sounds of animals n how to add n substract lyk 9+5... gosh! duno how to go about teaching this kinda damn simple thing n dey start drwaing sticks n count total. sheesh. save me. luckily for teh next few weeks would be p6s! yay!

haha. carol n amamnda looking at male genitals everidae? gosh. had it in j1 too.. when i was attached to paed surgery where most operations were circumcisions... haha... noe how u felt. hohoho...oh plus did i tell u all b4 that the p6s had to go for NKF health screening.. n i had to collect their urine! hohoho... n it was so damn 'fragrant'... sheesh... but urine test seems quite fun.. havent had mine though.. haha

wah went ocs n met lyk hell alot of ppl. ocs bunk lyk chalet lor! got comp inside teh room oso.. haha.. quite nice lah overall. den met daniel zhongyang n carol ur class lulu... n my 'relative'..hahaa... damn funny... this hwachong guy that noes my friend n supposedly my uncle's nephew blah blah.. n i juz happily used my normal a-bit-loud-voice (i forgot) n asked "are we related??" gosh. damn paiseh. oh well. after hearing weewee's stories... army's damn cool!!!!! feel lyk changing place wif weewee for lyk a while. haha. but hafta lyk go COMMUNAL BATHING kinda thing lah...but quite fun ryt... hahaha.. at least perverted weewee i tink is enjoying herself!!!!!! ahahahahha....

k lah. everione juz hurri blog k. n ya. we shud hurri mit up. but go where? let's go sentosa or something lah. haha. or do something fun. i'll go think abt nice things to do. u guyz oso hurri think k! till the next blog msg comes up! :)

loving myself more each day at 4/19/2004 10:26:00 PM :: link

walaueh nehneh my comp has a major virus which is so smart it wldnt let my cousin install smth against it. so i hafto wipe out everything from my comp and start from scratch again. past few days my comp like forever hanging. dont even have time to read the blog then comp hang so couldnt even blog.

ng xinyi macam eternally pissed sia. i mean how yu want us to update yu. if i just msg yu and say yo i doing comm service here. then yu will be like WTH right. fine la yur only friends are beng and xian and lux la. yu good.

here's the update then. me and airhead are doing comm service at this mission hospital and this hospice place. NOT ATTACHMENT CAN. we are slaves to the nurses. hafto help sponge bath the patients den kinda help them abit with the diaper changing. walaneh i never saw so many cocks in my life before. all sizes and walaueh better stop la. and it was damn mother smelly. esp this guy who macam diarrhea. den must wake like mother early. the hospice one is like 730 gotto be there. the mission hospital one quite slack start at 9 then 12 can zao den dont hafto do much also la. jus helphelp zuobo abit. but walau i tel yu after those 2 days i decided im gonna kill myself when i reach 60. wth sia. i dont wanto be like some vegetable stuk on a bed half dying and suffering there. then cannot do anything myself cannot talk den stil give ppl sponge bath me feel like kena molest sia. if i become badly sick i rather die. and i realise dialect is bloody impt. and cannot jus learn the vulgarities anymore. not very useful to say kanina when feeding a old ah ma.

woa i never knew mus give deposit one. quite jialat sia got deadlines to juggle then dont dare commit this one in case that one reply. woa. but anw i no need worry sia no one has even replied me. stuck as barista my whole life sia.

ay beng yu dont overwork sia. this is supposed to be break time for us. relak la. dont fall sick! now yu macam change role with luohan. last time she freaking busy damn jialat.. now yur turn! anw take leave or smth and rest la. dont push too hard sia. btw thank yur bro for me for the pic of me and my GIRLFRIEND! :)

anw i cannot go overseas so yu al go la. i ask my mum den kena tekan like hell walau she dont trust me at all man. so yup yu al go la i go send yu al off or smth :) happy holidaying. nex time when we bigger then maybe i can go liao. xian+airhead.: remember our little-finger+thumb-promise at the eunos busstop!! europe when we're big!! let's al go on a long long fun holiday when we're big again ok? :)

shit man i am confused. feeling happy abt smth but also feeling irritated and disappointed at smth argh stupid can. yea so sry if this post sounds damn pms ok. umm can we meet up soon? i wanto renew my status as FRIEND OF XINYI ahhahahaha.

poddy at 4/19/2004 12:42:00 AM :: link

Saturday, April 17, 2004

haiyo.ya poor beng. juz came back from my fren's bdae party.gosh. damn sian.juz sat there the whol time. heh. onli until lyk later on can gosssip more. haha.

aniwae.juz got accepted to ntu! chem n biomolecular eng! but muz pay 100bux deposit! at least its lesser than NUS lah.. poor beng. hmmmz... had bof my interviews. scrwed the teaching one up. sigh.

acutalli arh. now after goin to my ex-physics-tuition-teacher (the NIE professor damn zai one... got PHd in Math n MAstERs in EDUCATION..) talk abt how to score A* in PSLE mATh.. (haha.. u all muz be wundering y i went.)... i feel so Inspired by him. gosh. he's DMAN ZAI!!!!!! went wif my cousins n realised that lyk teaching is sucha great thing.. lyk how u spread ur knowledge..there are realli diff diff waes... blah blah... n it's how u try to find a wae that suits the kid to really understand.. n how his theory abt HUMANS ARE NOT CARELESS IN NATURE... gosh! realli inspired by him maN! if i heng heng get my teaching scholarship.. think i'll juz not go for medicne interview animore... i tink.. n teh best is wif usp oso! hiakz! guess my life is suited for teaching liao lah. haha.

oh wells. u ppl arh. sigh. dinoe amanda attach at hospice until chat wif her online! sigh. n i still duno who is the "WE" she said. i suppose it's carol n her lah. sigh. feel so foreign to u all lor. lyk no updates at all. perhaps onli beng n xian n lux dat i kip in ocntact wif... sigh. nvm. tink we are oreadi stutting to drift apart.

aniwae. i dun care who's realli goin or not. i wanna go overseas. will look out big big for all the tour ads... xian!! Onz arh! dun care liao! todae i'm energetic enuff to look thru classified ads for te hpossible places!! hahaha..

yay. visiting weewee at her bunk tmr. so fun arh. haha. but got tuition earli morn. sigh. din teach for the last 3 weekdaes. fridae SLACK the WHOLE DAE at hOME GLUED TO TV! gosh. cant believe myself. i watching FEI LONG ZAI TIAN now even can!!!!!!!! sHEesH!!!!! i nid to get a LIFE!!!! aHHHHHHHhhhh!!!

loving myself more each day at 4/17/2004 11:57:00 PM :: link

Friday, April 16, 2004

hello everyone.... think nowadays everyone so busy arr no one comes to blog one man.... and it's the same usual peepz me xinyi xian and ah line... the rest start toking le.......

today is fri again, sian got to work tomorrow....can't believe that i fall asleep after dinner at 8 plus then only woke up at 10 plus to go bath just now and now still feeling sleeepy and sian.... wats happening to me man????? think i'm suffering from exhaustion and got too many many things to think about.....

so all the medicine ppl out there any news yet from nus? cannot believe that me deadline is next thurs man not to mention the 500 dollar non refundable deposit.... next thurs man? and watever is happening to ntu? wat if i want to go ntu instead but they still haven sent out their application thingy man.... think this whole system is too full of crap... totally disgusted.... and wat abt my usp???? argh argh i won't go nus if i dun get usp lor.... argh argh headache.... headache......

aiyo think i'm falling sick, my nose keeps on watering as i'm typing this man.... oh no oh no... cannot fall sick cannot fall sick too many many things to do, can't afford to fall sick now... cannot....

ok yup yup went to borrow a few books on econs today. jsut to read for fun. but htink most prob in the end also just borrow then put there and then the time come to return then go return one as usual, haven sat down to read a good book like in a century, if only i was some rich kid that can stay home now and do what i like ... but i'm not so got to work.... and work liao so tired not much energy left

haven exercised in a century also.... goodness arr.... i want to go back to sch i want to go back to sch... at least i get time to exercise??????

Bengbeng at 4/16/2004 11:22:00 PM :: link

Thursday, April 15, 2004

wah.why the blog so damn dead... hahah. damn hapi todae! nio more interviews shit. i mean for now. unless they dun ring me up for medicine!

yest the moe teachign one... i finalli aired al my views abt teh shitty pearls system... n oopsy! tink i offended them! oh well. nvm. its ova! hoho. n i hvnt taught for 2daes! tink wun b teaching tmr too! shiT! no income!

aniwae looking forward to sat n sun! sat got my clasmate's bdae bbq... then sun can go weewee's bunk! so fun!!!! whEeeeE~

sigh. will b dman bored tmr. no tuition no work. anione free wana join me go out? me damn sian!!!

loving myself more each day at 4/15/2004 12:04:00 PM :: link

Sunday, April 11, 2004

Interview for Medicine Faculty

Q1. Why do you want to be a doctor?
A1. 4-point answer Eg. Interact with people etc

Avoid answers like:
(a) I wanna save people
 Nurse, firemen can also do that

Q2. List your greatest strength/weakness that will avail/impede you on the path to
becoming a doctor
Be realistic (strengths)
Do not list weakness that will ultimately put you out of contention
eg. I’m afraid of blood

Q3. Other than medicine, what other choices have you put down? On a scale of 1-10, rate
the importance (preference) of each. Give reasons.
Eg. Choice 1: Medicine preference: 10
2: Chemical Engineering 3
3: Computer Engineering 2

Do not rate anything close to Medicine.
Basically, make it obvious that Medicine is your one and only
But no desperados/ schizophrenics please!

Q4. How can your CCAs/ hobbies help you in your career as a doc?
A4. Training, qualities instilled that will help?
Anything concerning your hobbies/ private activities
Eg, Community service may be brought up
Sample Qn: What was a recent book you read?

Q5. Technical knowledge – very general only
Eg. Hep A, B, Flu etc

*Q6. What do you intend to specialize in? Why?

Q7. What kind of dialects/ foreign language can you speak?
Truth please! Interviewees may be asked to demonstrate on the spot!

Q8. Ethical issues?
(a) Euthanasia
 Politically correct stand in Singapore?
 I am fighting against euthanasia because…

*More impt for guys

Q9.Marriage issues? Marriageable age?

Q10. For those on scholarships/ applying for scholarships and bursaries, information
regarding them might be asked for and discussed.
Eg. Why this scholarship when you already applied for medicine?

Q11. Where do you go to/ do when you feel down?

Q12. What do you think of MOE’s recent move to exclude ‘Biology’ at ‘A’ Level as a
pre-requisite for the medicine course in Singapore?

Disclaimer: All questions compiled from successful interviewees. Questions not in order
of importance nor frequency.
This is NOT a TYS either!

Last Words:

1) Be sincere  note words and body lang
2) Interviewers are basically accessing your personality! To see if you are suitable for the job
3) Very important to show that if you are rejected, you’ll be very, very sad…but as mentioned earlier, it is important to maintain the impression of a well-balanced individual. Desperation and tears do NOT work!
4) BEST OF LUCK!

fish laoda at 4/11/2004 12:16:00 AM :: link

Saturday, April 10, 2004

yoyoyo pple.. heh veri long eva write liao.. aiyoh my past 2 karaoke sessions cost mi like 30+++ (learn frm k box) so spent rather alot of $$ but nvm it was rather fun.. at the sleazy place felt like some mafia then got the pretty 'hostesses' like my airenz haha rather cool.. n can do funni things
we shall go again la hor

wah i rather tired now went to the com service jus now actualli quite fun la.. didnt make ani kids cry todae tt's a feat coz i alwayz make some kid cry everitime i go...

but today got this cute little baby like 3yr old lidat called shawn walau damn cute he walk like still abit unsteady but haha then he held my finger with like 3 little fingers n i walked a little dist with him ... wow felt rather 'priviledged'... .

starting to noe the pple there better but today got this girl called may she quarrelled with amanda then she started hu1 tian1 qiang3 di4 like literally,...
flig things off the table then she let out scary cries.. aiyoh i was rather freaked.. but guess susan is rite they like babies like tt feel fustrated when they cant express their displeasure properly. scary. rather sad too

then got this guy hong an he like 20+ but his mentality like a 10+ kid la hahah damn funni he like mohana damn alot la then i jokingly hit mo abit then he immediately scolded mi n pretended to call the police to arrest mi la
he told mi the police cuming at 10pm to catch mi
then he called spiderman to kill mi as well
n not forgetting the army to arrest mi too haha
we were waiting for the volunteers briefing mah..

but like 5min later he was 'giving out' cars to everione he told mi he wud gif mi a lexus n a fortune of 995thousand.. so i turned frm a ex-convict to an almost-millionaire haa

the susan said sumthing n i pushed her away n he had to exclaim,"this stupid woman!" (erm tt's mi)
haha buay tahan
as usual he threw mi into jail again
told him he shud give mi a life sentence
sigh
;P

i was rather impressed my this other volunteer/dance instructor...
the kids like love him la..
he is like damn patient n knew how to deal with all of them
think mus learn frm him.. tou1 shi1 abit then mayb i wont keep making them cry haha

it was rather entertaining to go there
not too bad an exp...

aiyoh all in here liao
mus go watch
lee bing xian lee bing xian lee bing xian
haha

fish laoda at 4/10/2004 10:49:00 PM :: link

ARGGGGHHHH!!!
eh.. you all too much liao. go kbox without telling me. and i was dying of boredom at home.
HMMPHHHH!!!

Vivre Le Present at 4/10/2004 06:43:00 PM :: link

ayy!
return of the whiner!

i just spent 1 hour plus repairing my comp. dunno why it kept hanging den cannot even start up the comp. then i was last to use it so become my fault. but actually in my house whenever anything got any problem is carol go fix it.

anw damn angry!! jus now survivor. the bloody boston rob sibeh asshole. ask the tattoo lex help him save his girl den promise to help him skarlie he go back on his word. walau the look on lex face sibeh priceless. kena screwed. i thought the woman was gonna save him but she dint.. den his shock face.. i think his shock face is even better than my shock face. den he kena kickout. walau i feel so pissed. i hope boston rob and his shithead girlfriend amber get kicked out!!!
den i watched soccer. thot liverpool could win. they score first one. den arsenal equalise then liverpool score again then skarlie walau walau. den the block beside me got one bloody ARSEnal supporter scream damn bloody loud at the goal. i think im lydat during man u matches. walau damn power sia.its quite funny actually. den today damn free jus hang ard sleeping watching tv. told myself must study for final theory but never. jialat sure waste the 6 bucks this thurs damnit. airhead xian got study not. anw xian must bring the book for me on sun ah.

anw yst singing was super damn bloody fun!!!! tho my voice sucks so i dont really dare to sing into the mike. still got so many many songs we dint get to sing! and its damn fun to sing the songs of our past. esp the caomeng song hahaha and SHE BANGS!!!! i hope no one looked in sia. anw airhead!! yu shd go join singapore idol sia. auditions in june! anw does kbox have as many english songs?? sleazy place got quite a few english songs! anw i thought sleazy place was quite fun dont mind going again. i dint get to sing enough of my jay chou songs!!! i shall learn to rap the gangster song!! :) anw the place is kinda funny. they got so many guys jus kinda slacking ard the counter. and the guys all quite... dunno howto say. but its quite a funny job to take haha. but jobperks!! can sing after the closing time?? quite fun sia if can. then after everyone gone den dey can jus sing song tgth. anw let's go again!!!! beng looked damn shit tired in the train home.

anw beng hows yur bro haven see him for long time and why yu now tend to repeat yurself abt 3x? haha work til kisiao sia.

wa i'm kinda awake now after my bath. but i must sleep soon tmr got kickbox! anw sunday everyone except beng going? luohan can go? i going kinda early cos i hafto leave for work like 12 plus lydat so whoever can come early come leh if not me alone.

ay! who wanto watch taking lives with me? got ethan hawke! yandao!! :)

oh ya whats with the hotel royale thing. why yu al wanto kaifang. and xian: if yu are the one who suggested it i'll kill yu. yu're always the first to sleep at any sleepover yu stil say wanto relive prom. ok i bet yu're going to say why i always so pissed. but im not this jus my way of talking la.

oh ya! today who watch the 5566 mini concert. i did!!! then the sunxiezhi always refer to himself in 3rd person like how xian las time tel me. i never realise til now. then i was watching a cheena show abt a princess then the slaves got to refer to themselves with their name so i think sunxiezhe last life is eunuch or smth!!! hahahahaha

ok i going to watch tv!! see yu al on sun. rather glad not to be playing. wonder how's kong shimin haha.

poddy at 4/10/2004 12:12:00 AM :: link

Friday, April 09, 2004

helllo
wah yesterday go home too tired to do anything but bath and then blow dry my hair and sleep.... was like going to fall asleep any moment on my way home.... today work was ok la.... sian tomorrow still got to go and work... and then got to settle my leave days also... hmmm......
haiz.... dun really know wat to say le.... po fun send me a url to go watch this flash animation from a song from this guy.... then read his story then wah feel so sad... really set me thinking man, it's the kind of story that after u hear u think u r really really fortunate kind, yup so fishy also went on to look see look see liao... so to all of u out there u all can also go check it out at
http://www.zheteng.com/ttt/lifeview.htm
really, you must go must go must go... so sad so sad so sad... wat a talent wat a talent wat a talent.....
and think he's really really like good seriously, can become popstar material maybe even more successful then jay chou but alas, he's dead dead dead... so sad so sad so sad.... so young so young so young.
wat a waste wat a waste wat a waste.
his story really made me think, and really really i feel very fortunate now... seriously
haiz oh ya sorry arr ppl dun think i'll go kyu grade this sun, i'm too tired liao, i just want to stay at home for one day to rest to sleep to sit around... a luxury that i haven had the whole of this week man.... so have fun ya all of u and jia you for my part too! see ya soon! and yes the next time we should go k box k box k box.... dun want sleazy place haha... and maybe can get my bro along.... and he bought a skateboard so see whether i got time i can learn how to skate too! wah but scared i break some part of my body man clumsy me

Bengbeng at 4/09/2004 09:57:00 PM :: link

Bengbeng at 4/09/2004 09:56:00 PM :: link

wah.cant believe here i am writing blogs when i'm half dead. but after bathing quite awake n canot slp coz hair still quite wet. gosH! still hvnt sang enuff! nv play enuff for that 20bux spent!! me listening to 933... wah. still got damn mani mani nice songs! haiz. okae. juz wanna sae that we realli had fun ryt!! heh. no kbox but at least we went kcheaterbug! :P the management quite pok but luckily the songs still quite nice. :) at least got my huocaitiantang! haha. ok cyOO guyz on SUNDAY! can we do smtg after dat! dun wanna go all teh wae to the EAST n juz watch judo then balik kampung! k k happi good fridaY! yesushounanjie... passION of the christ! haha. off to drying my stupid hair...lalalla..

loving myself more each day at 4/09/2004 12:31:00 AM :: link

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

xian! wat did i do! *innocent* i din sae anithing wat. juz tot that the reliving grad nite idea quite kewt wat.juz wundering wat made u tink of that! heh. nothing much! aniwae lux din quite get it too. knowing how blur she is lah. juz shanon-ing the whol wae. n how she's mad over all the pinkie stuff in ikea!

soorrI! cudnt make it todae! :( fridae's GD FRIDAE!!!!!! everione shud be free ryt. except those goin to church.. perhaps we wanna mee tup THEn???????? :)))))
yaY! kbOx!
goin tmr! hope it's fun!

loving myself more each day at 4/06/2004 11:04:00 PM :: link

Monday, April 05, 2004

okay guys, went to check out the kbox charges.....
hmmm as follows...... i quote only those prices which i think most applicable and possible for us..... but again as xian says: impossible is nothing.

1. k happy 1400 - 1900 hrs
mon - thurs: $13
fri-sun: $16
comes with 2 standard drinks.....

2. k golden 1900 - close
mon-thur: $19
fri-sat:$26
sun:$19
1 set dinner + 1 standard drink (PC) or 2 standard drinks

3. k nite... 0000 - close bearing in mind impossible is nothing i just quote this here for reference
mon-thurs: $10
fri-sat:$13
sun:$10
comes with 1 standard drink

alright gals, this prices unique to town outlets: pardiz centre, suntec and cine.....

hmmm funny can't find wat time they close from the website..... for more info pls go to www.kbox.com.sg

k boxing k boxing k boxing....

Bengbeng at 4/05/2004 10:30:00 PM :: link

hello everyone...
hmmm.... so when is our k box outing? anyone know how the prices like or anything? like weekend or weekday how they charge.... like fri night or sth? like quite impossible to go on weekday rite i mean some of us working kinda of thing then like so tired liao... i also dunooo le.... hmmm but die die also must go k box soon man.... dun care dun care dun care..... haha.....

oh and haha looking forward to fri, good friday but wahahaha i'm working, dunno whether to feel happy or sad, feel like slacking at home but the notion of double pay sort of keeps me going.... and sian this sat i got to work cos change my off day to tomorrow cos tomorrow is the much dreaded.... firefly assessment centre.... pls dun ask me anything abt wat public policy i'm going to implement anymore cos i have no idea.....

oh and haha today my first day as cue reader, that is to go thru the bookings and look at the dateline kind and call mbr to ask whether they want the tic issued... quite fun ya at least think the ppl there much nicer then when i was answering phone calls.... think the ticketing ppl r nicer.... haha and more helpful also the seniors, they reach their quota liao they will automatic come and help us and ask whether we need help, last time when answering calls the seniors all dun care abt u one and the team leader also like bo chup and not really helpful.... so quite enjoying my time now even though some cases very ma fan to handle also and cannnot find mbr.... had to leave so many messages in voicemails today..... like all the bookings that no longer show any itinerary cos they autocancelled by the system liao cos the mbr didn't follow instructions and call us back before the ticketing deadline(TTL)..... shit man now i tok and think all airline jargon... crap, crap crap.....

ohhh and see how la our taiwan trip, haha now they so messy then they will have airline discount woo hoo.... haha.... and we can go join their demonstrations and go see see ya, so happening ppl in singapore so kuai one all stay home and ahahaha if they try to do anything like alpha-s they will be...... (politically incorrect)........oh and mel and nisha planning a trip to japan le they free and easy kind... hmmm but i dun think i can make it le cos jap so ex...... and they r meeting over the weeked to start discussing and planning their itineary liao... wah so efficient man, so if we going somewhere think we have to start planning soon too!!!! ya go taiwan free and easy then can go eat eat and eat somemore.... take the jie2 yun4( their equivalent of the mrt) then can go quite alot of places........... then can go shop until we drop.... woo hoo.... tour group walk so fast not much time to shop, can always make u see this see that the history kind which are not interesting after seeing them tens and thousands of times.....

and oh yes, let's all become krisflyer members and claim miles for our trip.... oh and airhead ur london trip so wasted quickly go join mbr now still can claim, can claim up to 30 days from enrollment.... since joining is free so dun care just join, anyway wat airline did u fly with? must be partner like star alliance or delta, virgin atlantic, emirates and shit... one more i cant membe.......ya so join mbr ya..... hahahhahahha wah think i'm going mad

hmmm wonder why huiyi dun start toking abt citibank and xian dun advise us how we file taxes ..... wat's wrong with my job man? it's making me go on and on abt krisflyer, krisflyer, krisflyer.........gooodness.......

ok guys see ya all soon.... k box outing k box outing k box outing.....

Bengbeng at 4/05/2004 10:07:00 PM :: link

haha. yay! i tink i'm gona learn driving from huiyi's instructor lah. heck. imuz not waste my stupid time awae animore! but MONEY MONEY!!!!! wah. tink i damn money faced now.

hahahha.. book HOTEL room??? RELIVE hotel grad nite... hahaa... ok let's go "KAIFANG".... we go HOTEL ROYALE k HUIXIAN!!!!!! hahahahahahaha..... i told lux abt it todaE!!!! mUahAhaha~ guEss whaT. shE saiD she heaRD abt thiS hotel too! n we boF think it's sum not so popular hoteL in oRchaRd... duNno leh. mUaHAhahaha~ damn farnY! n todaY our dalring lUx lyk omoZ planNing for her New hOMe when we wenT ikea todaE! hahahaha... everiONe's damn kEwt nOW!!... hahahaha..juz cant stop laffing! :PPPP

sigh. tmr i got afternn session relief again. damit! sian. wah so long ever since i watched xunqinji! SO NICE! n farny! hahaha.. the ch U 7pm show... tianzixunlong... DMAN nice oSO!!! hahaha... watcHed 1st time Todae! the 2 gaLS so preTti! n i lyk the gUY! the NezHA guY! hehe. k K...blOG more often leh! so sian! got only salty's msg to read when i cum hm!!! PORKY!!! FISHY!!!! BENG!!!!!! AIRY!!!!--> quiCK fEEd ur comp wif CooKies!!!!!!! sINce we so hard to Mit Up liaO... muz wriTE mor!!!!!!! moR moR mOr moR moR moR....

loving myself more each day at 4/05/2004 10:07:00 PM :: link

Sunday, April 04, 2004

freak! i missed ms congeniality!!!! forgot all abt it! HAIZZZ... hhaha.. xian u're not the onli one who hvnt watched it until todae. there's still me! haha. who hvnt watched it at all still! :P

wah. xian. damn chim chim mood again.hahhaa. u can go join journalism leh seriously. write for readers digest mebbe. hehe.

loving myself more each day at 4/04/2004 10:45:00 PM :: link

wah.wats hapening to the tagbox! the msges so luan! duno wat's goin on!

aniwae wah! todae went on shopping spree wif serene. wah damn exciting! hahaa.. met alot of ppl in juz one afternn in town. n watched passion of christ. piangs. damn fako show. wasnt grossed out by the fake blood n gawdi things. but i tot the ppl in the show acted realli well. at least it made me wanna point 3rd finger at those inhumane bastards retarts mental cases who did all teh tortures on jesus. n jesus in that wierd lang of theirs last time is called "ye-shu-ah"... haha.. sounds lyk the chinese "ye-su"... aniwae. i'm still harping on my eye2!!!!!!!!! aRghzzz....

wah. my class onli got sunder go ocs! heard zhongyang in ocs! future pilot! woah! unbelievable! daniel n quite a no of rj ppl also ocs! wah! damn zai! hahaha..met daniel at orchard todae while juz tokking abt him wif serene at orchard mrt. suddenly he juz appeared from behind! gdness! scaRY! lesson learnt! nv to tok behind others back! hahaa. n guess wad! he was gona mit DEVI for DINNER!!!!!! hahahha.. as in onli the 2of them!!!!!!!!! ahahahah... damn farny. n met dennis the councilor touching his gf teh joonior ccouncilor all over her butt! gosH! DISGUSSTING! plus met alot of uder rj ppl! hahha. exciting afternn man. n i spent a bomb again on 2pairs of shoEs plus sum other stuff! hahaha. i'm a real splurger sia!

aiyA. dun think so much over all the uni etc stuff lah. relax. all applications over. everihtign wil fall into place nicely. dun worri. n pork ah. spore not that bad a place lah. y so pessimistic. haiyo. n beng beng... u will get smtg at least one lah.look on teh briter side! aniwae all of us are gals. dunid so stressed up lah. juz hope nex time we haf a gd n rich breadwinner of the family then quite ok liao. dun put so much stress on urself! haiyoyo. aniwae everi interview is a lesson learnt wat. n u'll improve further. i tink even if we dun get wateva we wan in uni. there's still time nex time n that's isnt the end of our lives lah! hahah. todae gd mood so everithing seems realli positiv to moi! :)

oh well. eah so mani exciting things coming up. kboxes n kristal bdae party! heh. cant wait! aniwae kbox is realli nice lah. juz dat i tot perhaps mebbe airy or pork mite be a bit lost wif the overwhelming cheena songs but disgusting angmoh songs!
YES! got JAY CHOW! got JOLIN SAI 72bian! SHUO AI NI! all teh SHE songs. plus 5566! plus xiaogang zhOUchuanxioNg. plus zhang xue you. plus liu de hua! plus liang jing ru!!!! all the SUPER NICE SONGS sing until u'll pengsan! realli nice! n oso got those primary sch xishuichangliu... n jimokaizaixinshipang.. the chen hanwei n zhu yin song... n mani uders! got my darling winter sonata song oso! heh... wah. muz go in one group. then reali farn! den got the snacks pay 5bux for it one. we can refil non stop so can eat till we get back our 5bux! hahaha.. plus got 2drinks in the pakage lah. yeps! aiya. realli farn lah! we muz huri go on a wkdae preferably! :) so anione wanna lyk choose 2dates n we take a voTE?????

hey! fishy airen! can huri up blog! havent heard from u la! n salty! u oso muz blog more often wif relevant stuff k! heh.

loving myself more each day at 4/04/2004 01:14:00 AM :: link

Saturday, April 03, 2004

beng relak relak la. i went thru that phase already. went thru 2 shit interviews and i dont think i'l ever get anymore cos i dont think sla thinks psychology can help yu manage the small piece of shit we're living on. stupid cocks. as a psychology major i can do hypnosis den all the clients will do as i say sia hahaha.
anw i think i kinda gave up on being a scholar. so many powerhouse out there. tho i got the grades and leadership or whatever i stil lack the character and personality. like some bloody cao ahlian im sure can be scholar. anw i think i'l prob degenerate into a pile of shit overseas alone. i so playful. cannot make it la. prob watch epl all day and drown in my drool over al those hot angmoh haha.
i guess im resigned to my fate stay here la. mebbe nex time go over for further study. actually i wanto migrate. haha sorry gov im a quitter if yu wanto call me that but i think im a smartie pants and i aint gonna stay here and melt in this small shit of land. i'll go to sweden or switzerland or newzealand to be a hobbit and keep sheep or smth or maybe even holland to grow my own poppy!! whoo! :)
anw beng relak. like xian once said to me. not getting the scholarship may be good for us in the long run. now we all cant wait to get scholarship. yea its damn shiok to get free edu and can go overseas but maybe wont like it in the organisation? whoa 6 sucky years man. remember how we do the hellhole biefu for 2 mths then can die liao? and that was with friends some more. imagine working 6 years in a shit job. with no friends to alleviate the situation. and there'll be like super high expectations of yu. whoa stress sia. anw maybe i'm jus tryin to console myself and convince myself im fine stuck here but yea got good got bad so whatever the outcome.. sure got smth good one la.
and i think usp sure get back to yu la. relak. see lazy bummer like me dint even apply hahaha
anw yea 10 is damn slow and the frequency is like damn low. my hse got 10. walau take eternity for it to come den always super packed with smelly schoolkids. yea so we shd learn how to drive! instead of wasting my life away thinking about my pathetic future which is doin nothing good for me only driving me mad and cynical, i have decided to learn life skills!!! i shall learn driving from papa luohan and cooking from grandma airhead! and also watch buffy to learn kickbutt so i can join some gangfights or smth nex time. hahaha. yea so hopefully luohan can hurry and get licence den drive us around in the breadvan her bro bought hahaha.

anw our blog always angry or sad. i mus add some happiness. :)
shall tell yu al abt kickbox. hahaha airhead today go and slack. den the instructor come up to her and punchpunchpunch hahaha see the funny look on airhead face i downthere amchio. skarlie later my stupid leg so tired cannot kick proper then instructor came over to kick me :( anw kickbox damn shiok. walau sweating is damn shiok. i really feel like training again. eh lets go train one day. we slowing building up the stamina to train haha. anw we learn quite cool moves like the william hung move and the act-seh move. and the music always make me laugh. got backstreet boy techno and pearl harbour song techno that sounds like super mario in the begining. quite entertaining la. but jialat every sat got to wake early.
oh haha my store got compile this list of like "top stupidest customers' walau i read then laugh til cry but aiya scared yu al dont get it.
this is my fav one -
'give me a low-fat COD'
'er, COD is black coffee'
'ya la, so give me low fat one la'
... no milk inside right. how in the hell to be low fat?!?!?!
then got another one damn stupid -
'my mocha ice-blended... its a ice drink right?'
... hello uncle. ICE blended right?
wa lau i tel yu some ppl are the ultimate
then got some who work other store come and drink here then damn jixiao
'i want lowfat 2 sugar extra hot no foam add whip blablabla' walau wanto slap them sia.
aiya i guess in every job yu will meet some cocks. the challenge is to control laughing or rolling yur eye at them.
ok la talking too much rubbish. that xian supposed to be online then dunno where is she. then she nv reply my msg. walemak.
anw:

KYU GRADE on SUN 11 APRIL 9am to late afternoon.

who wanto go watch? i want! but i got work at 1. so i'l be goin for 1/2.

oh ya my schedule:
wed 3-9
thurs 1230-6
sun 1-7

btw we stil kboxing? shit man i dont wanto endup singing smth like feiyuqing shit or smth. one of us shd be disgustingly rich with super stereo system then we jus go her hse play the cd then sing and dance hahaha
pig. pls elaborate on what shit songs to sing apart from window dog and the world top song. got at least smth like jaychou or she or aiqing36ji?? me and luohan can dance the dance hahaha.

ok enough shit from me.
byebye

poddy at 4/03/2004 11:47:00 PM :: link

hello it's me again.... wah how come no one blog man?
ok, i understand how sian ah line is feeling after her interview cos i just screwed up my psa one also, firstly, it didn't get off a good start cos i was running late lor, oh man i hate buses, was thinking on the bus that if one day i should ever learn and drive on my own is cos buses are so bloody slow slow slow slow slow slow slow.......................
went out of my house like at 7, 2 hrs before the stated time and yet at 8.45 i was on the slow bus 10 still only at suntec area. had to get off the bus to take a cab, which cost me like 7 dollars to get to the place.... then once i step into the building the receptionist called me and i had to apologised and say that can let the other ppl go first but then she says nvm cos no one was there yet.... and wth wat good luck i was the first person of the day man, and my fren sheryl was next... saw qutie a few familiar faces also, some rj ppl and some hc gal i saw during my firefly interview that day.... and my fren also saw her the day before at her pub assessment centre round or sth....... haha and we ended up gossiping that in the end u keep on seeing these whole same pool of ppl just going for these and that and these and that....

and wah kaoz, the interview was really bad, think with the progress of every min i became more and more doubtful of wat i was saying lor cos they kept on giving u the r u sure u know wat u toking abt look..... cos too hard to not look affected i think.... dammit.... ask me so hard questions somemore, kaoz.... wat do u know abt psa. wat u as a public impression of psa is like, wat other scholarships u apply, why all the others stat boards then why u apply psa, wat public policy would u implement next time, wat failures u had, wat leadership roles u had, wat would u do if u became the boss of psa for one day............... watever la.............. really make me sian man, really make me think that i'm really not scholar material man.... cos i really dun know abt these things...... and i dun know how to make a profit for the company, i dun know wat industry i'm going to promote next time and seriously, i dun really know wat psa is doing.... too many things i dun know liao.... how ever will i get to become a scholar

and got rejected by cornell and penn so still feeling sore, even though i know penn wharton is like impossible one cos every year think 2 or 3 singaporeans get in and i know i'm not the one.... haiz but cornell...... haiz.... sian......

so was feeling quite down on fri i suppose, disappointed and confused again abt wat i really want and wat i want to do.... and worried abt firefly assessment centre next week, like everyone will be like dog eat dog session all want to stand out, somemore i cannot express myself properly one and can't tok properly in front of alot of ppl not like mel mel.... argh argh..... and nus usp also no reply, argh my usp usp usp usp..... some ppl already go for their interview already, oh man..... no good no good no good.... worried worried worried

yup had class outing on fri also, met up and had indian food, quite nice and cheap maybe will go there again.... and tok tok a while.... quite fun
great to meet up with pals agian, great to tok to them.... and didn't feel so sian after that, but felt tired.... tired.... dun know wat i'm doing anymore, dun know wat i want.... and my parent's aren't helping...... everyday say dun go overseas dun go dun go la dangerous.... i dunno i dunno confused confused confused..... and getting a scholarship is so difficult, i lose faith in myself everyday..... argh

someitmes i wish things would be more simple... life can be more simple.... i dunno le i dunno anymore, i seem to be getting more confused as it progresses on.... i dunno wat i want i dunno wat are my goals in life i dunno wat i want to do next time.... pls dun ask me wat policies i want to implement arrr.... pls dun ask me wat can i contribute arr..... cos i really dun know........ and pls dun ask me where do u see urself in 4 yrs time cos i can't even see myself in half a yr's time..... sad sad

stressed out man, no scholarship no overseas uni, and even no usp.... wah difficult..... my enthusiasm wanning out.... and when i cannot convince even myself then how am i going to convince others?

seriously, it's time to think again.... but i seriously feel so young and ignorant man..... so many many new things out there that i want to learn, need to learn.... haha guess that's why i'm only 19, still got a long road to go... still got alot of things to learn and discover.....

Bengbeng at 4/03/2004 10:14:00 PM :: link

Thursday, April 01, 2004

yoo hooo, why u all sound so pissed off and sian? haiz but miss the times when we can just meet up anytime man....
yup now my job getting stressful liao, always call customer for sth like reset PIn then ask for their security protocal aka dob and passport no then they end up asking u this asking u that abt redemption somemore which i cannot do cos haven really trained in that system.... wah but good man learning alot abt sia and their frequent flyer programme, really like understanding how the product works so quite cool....
nowadays learning how to do redemptions-booking then learn how to check airport tax check for flight help mbr make transist book tics here book tics there.... so cool still can request for bastinet for baby one the plane, then so many many types of meal requests-like book the cook for business and first class ppl then got dunno wat upper deck la this la that la....
drats think next time we meet up i can start promoting the programme to you all liao then we all join then i can teach u all how to make the best use of ur miles la and ur privileges la....

wah and today is my last day with my p1 kid tuition, cos she wants twice a week and i cannot make it cos crash head on with my pri 6 kid so i say sorry to the mama and .... wah realised that tday the mama really nice man, help me lor, cos never fulfill the 8 lessons ma then she call the agent and ask abt the payment then agent say she dun care she still take 4 lessons then i take the rest then mama say liddat not very fair so insist on not sending in payment for the agent yet until tday discuss with me to tell agent i only had 5 lessons when i had 6 and that the mama already paid me 3 lessons so just going to pay agent 2 lessons only she dun care.... that means i get paid for 4 lessons la.... wah so good man.... then the mama still say good luck and shook my hand man to go overseas, and say if next time i come back still interested in teaching her daughter still can call her or if i didn't go then go uni and pri 6 kid schedule change can also call her and ask see how.....wah never realised that she was so nice man, cos found her abit naggy and meticulous last time cos first wanted proof that i wass rj student then ask my a lev result so i just show her lor... cos she say she kena cheated last time by some teacher who claim teaching in ming xiao but actually not so she overpaid her or sth....

but actually want to ask the mama not to be so gan cheong lor, cos her daughter like learn super alot of things, got tuition, some extra math lessons at kummon, swimming lessons. piano and violin lessons... wah so many many... but then haiz ya lar all mothers want the best for their kids... wah man really think we r quite lucky cos we r quite smart man, at least we study hard we get some results, some ppl study so hard but still.....

wah so late liao got to go sleep tomorrow got psa interview... yawn, must try my best, but i always suck at interviews... see ya soon! and oh arr sat arr arrr... but then fishy got 3 tuition on sun even more impossible to meet i guess... hmm but fishy's com service only until 15 so that's not too long away..... so jia you everyone and stay happy ya! keep ur spirits up!

Bengbeng at 4/01/2004 11:22:00 PM :: link

ya.today got dam iritating.all the stupid april fools shit. i kena bluff by my fren. sae in hospital got operation n i believe! sigh. den go to school.... all my kids were 'cher u got smtg on ur head' hahaha.. "APRILS FOOL" SIGH...

oh btw i'm relief teaching afternn session for 2daes!!!!!!!!!! SIGH! hate afternn sessioN! end so blardy late! 6.45pm caN! piaNGs. waste my wholE dae! tmr oso! den todae nv watch EYE2!! tmr oso CanOT! poRk's damn haPPi.. sigh. i tink i shant force anione to watch it liao. n i shant book shows to watch wif judo ppl. owaes kena cheated until lyk i force ppl to watch. sigh. but ya lah.this time is i canot make it. but i supose pork n xian oso too hum to wwatch. sae unitl lyk i force them to spend 7.50 to scare urself! HmPHZ!

i put med sci(chem) pharm chemengine. aiYA. but i guess we all put sci after med sure ge tinto sci lor. teh rest juz heck care kind ryt. i mean if dun get in can go LONG PIA die.. (in english bang wall)

ya true. i wanna go engine. but tink my brain cannot take it. phy lyk shit can. studies more impt. dun risk my studies to get to know engineers that dun even noe can succeed in life not. haha.

my aim is to earn money more more. wanna buy mani mani things i hvnt buy.sigh. tink i veri ngiaO! until now dun wanna spend on driving. hvnt buy my watch.hvnt buy my digi cam. al the damn ex stuff bu she de spend money..

u all wanna go kbox but warning it's realli ALL CHEENA songs kind....reminder: ang moh songs are the -how much is that doggie at the window kind n top of the mountain. celebrate out love tonight kind. hahaha... yupz... n promotion onli on wkdaes. wihch i dun tink al of us can make it. plus wkdaes afternn summore. so hmmmmzz... ya... wkends are dman ex. n wkdaes we mit so late. sing n end early lugi money coz not count by hr. n plus canot sing too late coz nex dae got work n no transport!!!!!!

i wanna lyk NOE HOW TO DRIVE LYK NOW!!!!n have a CAR NOW! u noe it takes 25min for me to get to my serangoon tuition (or rather more correctly upp paya lebar - bartley tuition according to my dad who drove me there today) !!! damn SO FAST compared to my 1.5h journey!!!!!!!! can u believe it!!!!!! sigh. den i can travel aniwhere n everiwhere to pick ppl up n stuff! SO DAMN KEWL!!!!!! haiz. all these juz dream lor. wait long long n longer.

sigh. recently owaes kena all teh disappointments. canot watch movie. canot sing kbox.canot mit up. kena aftrnn relief. duno what uder shit there is. SIAN! SIAN SIAN!!! tiink we all so drifting apart lyk dat. sigh. duno lah. cant imagine go uni liao wud be HUNDRED TIMES WORSE!

stupid fish! nv blog now! onli beng me carol n xian. airy can u hurri fix ur comp to blog? heh. n huiyi... haiz... feel lyk slaughtering shanon n chopping him into pieces for occupying so much of huiyi. haha. j/k. oh well.

sigh. nothing happi to look forward to. blardy shit daes. sian. my eye2. my kbox.my morn relief teaching. my class dinner tmr. my everithing. all duin work out for me! wth!

loving myself more each day at 4/01/2004 11:00:00 PM :: link

yo.
supposed to watch theeye2 with xinyi tmr.. walau damn hum sia. before watching already got spooky visions. i was watching tv downstairs alone- watch csi. walau freaky sia the girl mutilate herself use the eyebrow tweezer pluck her skin out. nvm anw den i was offing the lights go up den like got smth dangling in front of me. walau scary. it was like smth white. then after that gone when i look up. then i wento bathe then when i step into bathtub i thought i saw smth on my shoulder. i thought is some insect then i wanto brush it off skarlie got nothing. walau pre-scarymovie effects. pathetic sia. but xinyi will kill me if i hum out. :( so i hafto pay 750 and freak myself out and torture myself. :( hum sia.
anw i have succeeded in screwing up all my scholarship interviews. actually only got sp and caas. but whatever la. screwed both. caas totally suck la. i must really learn howto talk like some high class intellectual shit. now my status is currently 'neighbourhood ahlian'. if i dont 'upgrade' status sure screw the med interview.. which is like my last hope. anw for my app i applied 1)med 2) science (biomed) 3) engineering (bioengineering) but bioenginnering kinda sucky gotta go thru one year of general engineering then they stream yu according to results and preference. anw i was just thinking. and i realised that if yu join engine fac yu wld prob get attached real fast since engine got lots of boys. so xinyi: why dont yu join engine fac.
anw i am damn tired and achy tho i only work like 2x this week. i tell yu i hate those bloody asshole customers that order drink then sit their fat ass down then in the end yu got to go deliver the fking drink to them after yelling and yelling the drink name for them to come collect it. and they dont even make an effort to get up or say thanks. like as if its part of my job to serve it to them. nex time smth lydat happens i'll jus pretend no one wants the drink and drink the bloody drink. nehneh. and my frens always kena harass. customer ask them for tel no. if customer cute stil not so bad. its like so old shit. 30 40 plus can. walau eh. hengsai i wont kena this kind of shit hahaha. but not bad la. sometimes got cute guys. the only problem is that they all already have girlfriends. and i look like some shitty ah ma at work cos i hafto spray my hair black. then to lessen surface area to spray i tie the bun. then damn auntie lor. walau image totally gone :( anw airhead!! now that yure back.. wanto visit me??? hahaha :)
anw beng + xian : ay zhenning stil working at biefu. walau long lasting sia. cant belief he stil there. and he came to visit me last night. but i wasnt working hahaha then my fren today tel me ay yur sissy friend yst come look for yu. wa damn mean sia. haha.
anw walau i think we shdnt meet on sat anymore. cos luohan has some cock comm service on sat. then huiyi always put boyfreind first then go out with shanon. then all go here go there. walau waste my bloody saturday. my precious weekend i save for yu all. never meet up with zhuan and minjia so bloody long. walau eh damn piss sia. so from now on sat not judoday anymore sia.
anw xian dunno yu get my msg not. i not going alumni this sat cos manager dont allow me swop shift. then i dont wanto give it away. bo hua. walau i think manager jus dont wanto lemme work w faggot. scared i too distracted or drool into the drinks or smth man. anw yalor so sat i working.
wa then some bugger sabo me. put my availability as ANYTIME everyday. walau hengsai i saw then i change. nehneh.
ok la lets meet up den go kbox soon. and pls ah. if we meet means whole day together ok. bastard sia all run off damn angry ok. feel like scolding lots of vulgarities now so byebye.

poddy at 4/01/2004 12:31:00 AM :: link