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Saturday, May 29, 2004

heyhey xinyi!! ya you damn long never blog the keyboard must be dusty! what have you been doing ah are you still busy teaching little kids and losing weight from dashing around and not eating lunch? by the time you go back to uni surely got a biao zhun marie france bodyline figure! anw long time no see can see you on friday? can yu make it for pseudo sleepover at suntec? :) everybody keep that day free then we can talk cock like last time at ri liddat altho now no trampoline to play with and no bbq chicken wings to eat :( i miss the trampoline. anyway ri just had a change of judo mats and its really really hard so we can expect pples noses and butts to be progressively flatter soon!

hey you guys who wanna learn dance at studio wu tell me ok? or post here or msg me or something then we can all go down together to sign up! own time own target type of lessons can learn whatever you want chamcham all kinds of dance!

bonvoyage to fellow airhead huiyi taking off tomorrow for hongkong to shop eat shop eat.. come back soon so we can shop together!!!

today is luohan's last day as an 18 year old! whee!! tomorrow you will be an OLD LADY luohan!! heh kidding.. happy birthday!

mando at 5/29/2004 07:28:00 PM :: link

hmmz. long time since i blogged.
yeps. huiyi goin hongkong tmr. back in 3 daes time.
i'm goin shanghai on 9 june till 15june. so still got time to catch potter boy on 7/8 june! after beng is released from her contract. but as always. not everione can make it together to watch movie. who ever's free can watch wif me then join me lah. quite rare to see everione gathered all together. we love splitting up into clicks aniwae. oh and still got spidey coming up! exciting! cant wait!

btw congrats to all who got their desired med. 4/8 of the judo gals! well done! tink it'd be some rj congregation. hoho. al the rj ppl there. aniwae hope everione is happi wif wat they are doing.

wah. all the application stuff is gettin gon my nerves. the whole package of shit from nus. sumore gif so late n muz hand in money by monday! onli receive yesterday lor! wth. irirating. dne got all the matriculation shit. duno wat shit checkup. n wat advanced module credits. wah. i'm goin bonkers sia. don't understand alot of things. duno wat's in fo rme man. ratehr stressed abt uni. tho i'm also excited abt back to sch... oh btw got usp. :) but dunoo if can cope. sheesh. everihtign is juz so scary. oh well.

haiz. my samsung got offer! but still 563 bux! wah. blardy hell. super moneye outflow. yest juz paid 736 for my aus trip and anuder 763 for my fren! so 1472 altogether! wah! tooo bad havent got my NETS Rewards thing! if not got mani mani points! u all shud go apply also! quite good. might haf chance to win prizes n cash! esp this sale season! go to www.net.com.sg/rewards heh. watched the nets youqiankun show... coz too boliao. haha. haiz. den wanna buy digi cam anuder 600 bux. wah. blardy hell. damn xintong. sumore june oso not much input. except for mebbe tuitions. kaoz.

2more months b4 stut sch. scary! feel so blardy old. seeing all the sch kiddos around. met quite a few juniors yest while shopping... miss the schooling daes sia. sigh. aniwae teh great spore sale nothign much leh. sigh. so sian one. mebbe onli m/phosis got quite good sale. the rest quite nothgn much. lyk 20%.. not much diff... oh osmose got quite nice skirts. me n huiyi bought one each. :) dats abt it. wana buy shoe oso dam pok. no nice shoes! sigh. i broke anuder pair of shoe yest. 2pairs in 2weeks. now u all see why im alwaes looking for shoes to buy. haha. aniwae looking forward to meeting u guyz tho i wun be bale to make it on mon.

happi bdae fishy! happi belated bdae popo!

loving myself more each day at 5/29/2004 12:32:00 PM :: link

Friday, May 28, 2004

great singapore sale has started!!
but i'm broke till my next pay comes. plus still must pay for malay lesson and wanto learn dance. anw school hols coming soon. damnnn soon everywhere is going to be bloody flooded with punky ass kids. den cannot go out in peace. haha i shdnt be so mean i was once a shithead sch kid too.
anyway does anyone know that huiyi is going hongkong? walaueh i dint even know can! till mandy msg her den she say she going hk. anyway have fun huiyi :)

today at the hospice damnnn funny!!!
there is this uncle who is terrified of me and amanda. den today amanda try to let him drink water den dunno why cannot den in the end the nurse solved the whole problem den he was like ohmygoddd...(in chinese) hahaha den i was wheeling him ard den dunno what he saying dunno where to push him den he was damn pissed. and there was another funny uncle there with a tube in his nose and he was laughing his ass off. and he was holding a stick which he kept using to hit the metal railing. damnn cute!!! but he disappeared when we wento find him again. den the stupid uncle thought me and amanda from china ask us to go back to china can!! wtf!!! :| damn pissed!
den me and mandy got pseudo lost in nus while paying deposit. supposed to take 96 to clementi but dunno end up outside THE JAPANESE PRI SCH. so we took 33 all the way to kembangan mrt den on the way like having some bloody NE trip rather many things to look at haha.

oh ya! yst at work damn happening got quarrel den police come can!
but it was a bloody childish quarrel over a sofa seat. hahaha i am so glad i didnt make it for the police scholarship. what a crappy job.

poddy at 5/28/2004 08:49:00 PM :: link

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

first things first
congrats to all the docs. really proud of u all man, really really. happy that u all got wat u all want, but haha the sick sadness i feel for myself just comes back... crap shouldn't be a wet blanket! yeah so congrats congrats!
next time become big docs dun forget me can liao.
but dun want to end up consulting u all too much also....oopss.....

Bengbeng at 5/25/2004 10:22:00 PM :: link

Monday, May 24, 2004

yea baby!! whoohoo!! i got in too!! :)
happy!
was out with xian mandy and lux den luohan msg say can check waa make me and mandy scared as hell.
can't believe it. keep staring at the page. logout den login again to confirm. haha moron right? but i'm kinda unsure about howto pay the deposit?? mandy says hafto wait for letter to come.

anw TROY!!!
i have so much to say abt the damn movie man!!!

1) achilles!! yu pain in the ass!! yu arrogant worm!!
he's like a damn cockroach who just wont die.
and i was damn damn pissed when he dragged hector's body. wtf man!?!?!?

2) paris! yu wimp!! yu wussy! yu're not even worthy of faggot status!!
he caused the war yet we got to live happily with his slut helen and his poor bro had to die.
and when he hugged hector's leg i was like WTF!!!
super turn off!! he shd stick to being legolas.

3) helen!! slut!!
did yu see the slutty look she gave hector when he was going to go out and fight achilles?!?! omg!! she knew she wld cause this shit and she still follow orly back to troy. wth!! and she looks rather old. and she aint that pretty. she just happens to have nice clothes.

4)the trojan horse is bigger than the city gates.
and we were saying " ay! if its a sacrifice then shdn't yu burn the damn horse??"
then we realised that only chinese burn sacrifices. hahaha

5)hector has the hottest bod!!
achilles is like too much muscle. damn big. got thunder thighs.
and paris has no abs at all. scrawny shit.

ok there's alot more shit i wanto say abt the movie but i think i shd go bathe first haha
anw i need to watch it again cos i happened to miss the funny face brad pitt had when the king was begging him for hector's body. it was supposed to be a sad moment but xian was laughing. this shows what a great actor brad pitt is doesnt it.

ok la enough shit from me. byebye :)

poddy at 5/24/2004 10:21:00 PM :: link

heyhey pple... my com go repair twice in the past few wks then i so long neva go online liao.... jus reading the recent entries ok beng lets go juan xie together hhaa
carol i didnt ignore u la mayb my bro lor.... the msn automatically sign in tink they jus close it la... heh mus try to do something to the options,,,
aniwae got into med leh happi
the rest go check then tell us hor :)

fish laoda at 5/24/2004 08:01:00 PM :: link

Sunday, May 23, 2004

hello hello

ok first up on troy, orlando bloom is totally a faggot man, cannot stand his character and he's not that handsome lor, he look so scrawny besides brad pitt and eric banas.... kaoz.... and his character killed archilles in such an unhonourable manner....must be still suffering from the after effects of playing legolas, haha only know how to shoot shoot from far far dun dare to come near man. come fight one to one like a man not like shoot from far totally so unheroic.

yup yup troy is a nice show so all of u must watch ya! think i'll buy the vcd to keep ya then next time can watch again. but i sit in the cinema until i back ache man. hmmmm oh ya xinyi going china ya can help me buy the dvd then? there cheap and high quality also hearing from my fren who's studying in international sch over there cos her parents go there do business.... haha if got other good shows must help us buy also ya....hmmmm.... feel like writing u a list liao... haha just joking la.

oh and amanda the dance course sounds cool, haha i want to learn streat jazz and hip hop? kaoz going to have time liao but no money crap crap.... dunno where to find money la shit man.... hate this.... i hate my job but definitely not going to stay on lor it's simply too disgusting and mind numbing.... useless liddat...haha

oh and how is the american idol queueing thing working one arr? heard that 10 000 ppl registered so would everyone get the chance to be auditioned or sth? hmmm.... dunno wat's going on man.

Bengbeng at 5/23/2004 12:17:00 AM :: link

Saturday, May 22, 2004

aww my blocky friend i love you too!!! muah muah muah! haha you know i am always easily amused especially if there's a funny mat involved i like funny mats and funny filipinos who clean the hospice! we will see each other next week wheehee whoohoo!

anyways i have just come back from some peter pan musical audition and it was rather fun! except for the fact that i was alone and everyone else was a very teenage angmor girl it was fun! :) then they taught us some dance sequence that is a bit like kickboxing and luckily my partner was a short little angmor girl or she would be crawling around the floor feeling for her disembodied head because my high kick is not very high. ay next week last week of kickboxing!! who wants to join dance class at studio wu? quite cheap $120 for 10 lessons and you can go whenever you want cos its like buying credits that you can use for any class. check out the website studiowu.com for details. its quite good i heard from my cousin who went to many places already. its near raffles place mrt so central we all must go!

i can't wait to see my troyboy yummyyummy

mando at 5/22/2004 04:57:00 PM :: link

Friday, May 21, 2004

eheh!! i'll camp over! free food. walauuuu how can i not go!
anw when yu said bring mats i was thinking MATS?!?!?! as in the 'yo relak brudder' malays hahaha i think i saw too many mats in the hospital. there was this freaking funny guy who was damn drama while the doc was stitching him up. i was laughing my ass off hahaha.

anw yst i wanted to tell the nice long story of my super interesting attachment budden i typed a real long story and i suddenly realised yu all wld be rather bored so i dint post in the end and i was right man. cos when i was talking to xian on the phone she was super distracted and bored :( so i shall not tell the long story here. i shall tel it to amanda who is never bored of my boring stories :) i love amanda :) haha

anw sad case lehh must split to watch troy.
but nvm! there is still shrek and harry potter and spidey!! :)
alright i gotta go bathe
byebye

poddy at 5/21/2004 10:04:00 PM :: link

little xian little xian don't anyhow say! I MISSED YOUU!!! haha your falling boulders sign is damn funny lor reminds me of the coyote and the road runner.. beware of falling anvils! :) am glad you're back.. now i feel like going bangkok leh sounds fun!

bengbeng to put picture you must first upload it onto the internet. i put my pics on boomspeed but its quite fuzzy. just discovered imgspot.com on jialin's website and looks promising! then after that you do the whole img src thing and it will pop up!

hey keep 4th june evening and overnight free ok? who wants to camp over at suntec? can bring mats n cards n lotsa food! heh actually you all doing me a favour so i shd bring the food. reply ok?

mando at 5/21/2004 03:06:00 PM :: link

Thursday, May 20, 2004

hello hello
welcome back xian nice pics u have there ya.... wah didn't know biefu had a branch in hk man, haha
anyway can someone teach me how to post pics also? ah line that time u taught me arr but it didn't work leh funny.... the pics must be from some specific drive izzit or sth?

anyway the weekend is finally here, counting down to the end of my contract.....hahah sooon i will be free..like the rest of u man.....yeah......but starting to feel poor already, anyway so r we gonna get to go anywhere at all? haha

oh and looking forward to seeing all of u on sat man, haha feels good to have a gathering man haven seen u all for a long time liao....haha.....oh and anyone staying in nus hostel besides xinyi arr? maybe we can stay in the same hall or sth or share room...hmmmm

hmmm oh fishy after reading ur blog on ur blood donation drive i also want to go leh sounds fun, haha can bring me go after my contract ends then i will be super free then and can go donate blood and go do some volunteer work ya.... hmmm must go look at the volunteer website again to see anything suitable anot got time to do something meaningful.....

yup yup so see ya all soon..... in abt less than 48hrs time? cool.....

Bengbeng at 5/20/2004 11:33:00 PM :: link

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

oops sorry blocky!! i am a blur cock and also a lazy cock.. but i will have to go and clean shit this week without you! behold the sadness :(

anyway this sat afternoon i cannot make it leh i must audition for peter pan.. dunno what time it'll be over.. and maybe lux is having a hot date which does not include us hehheh. luohan luohan why you so busy.. anyway xian should have touched down by now and is probably sleeping peacefully at home without the rapid fire sounds of foreign-sounding cantonese.. haha xian how you survive in hongkee if you dunno cantonese?? bring photos to see soon ay?

anyway jialin going indonesia to visit her rich friend.. does anyone have any rich foreign friends preferably living in a cold country? or who preferably own durian plantations/banana plantations/ice cream plantations/nice to eat food plantations? i am quite hungry now. i think i am going to eat breakfast.

mando at 5/18/2004 09:44:00 AM :: link

Monday, May 17, 2004

Yah watch troy.. don't leave me out this time ah. Orthopaedic surgery sounds fun. Can see loads of broken bones. Haha.. but think will be much better if you are allowed into the ot. Been lingering outside the ots during my lunch hours. Abit like those serial dramas cause alot of worried pple are always standing outside. But the door doesn't lead to just one ot. Sort of like got a whole row of ots to only one door so anxious relatives cannot barge into the ot. pretty much like a maze inside that door. but I'm going try to wriggle my way in if i get into med. Haha.. illegal operation, but if anyone of you is interested can come join me lah. Hopefully won't kena caught. otherwise i'm going to end up as some financial consultant. haha.. can help you all invest your money, small money earn big money. i promise better rates then being a loanshark.
Damn sian at work now. doing blood specimen processing.. and keep getting doused in blood spills and plasma. am bloody thankful for my borrowed lab coat, which is in quite a sad state. but at least it keeps me warm and clean.
are we still going on our holiday? bangkok should be quite safe lah... just don't visit the south or pattaya. think denyse going, so wait for her to relay some news back first hehz.
and my makikomi is quite useless liao =( tried on one of the j2s last last sat.. then didn't work. then played zhongyi and end up quite paiseh cause i had to stop to catch my breath quite a few times. and moving kata i cannot throw the girl i partnered with.. and i cannot finish the uchikomis.. but other than that still can whack the rg girls lah. don't like one of them cause she screams alot of bloody nonsense on the dojo.. but then saw her at move and groove and then she smiled at me. so maybe she quite nice lah.. ahah.. smile only i melt liao =)
so we watching troy on sat? going to train or not? or can sing karaoke.. haha.. actually i can book the theatre downstairs.. but not sure if they have karaoke discs there or have to bring our own. i go check first lah.. if it is cost-free booking then can come over some time lah. haha. oh and wenshan actually registered to take part in singpore idol.. anyone else interested?

Vivre Le Present at 5/17/2004 10:06:00 PM :: link

ehheh its me again
talking to luohan online now but shes suddenly dao-ing me. idiot.
anyway shes only free tmr night which is a kinda short time to get everyone out to watch troy right. so how about sat afternoon? can?
pls post or tag to say if can ok?

waa i'm in love with the hoobastank song!!
and the lead singer is rather cute! looks like that actor from america's sweethearts.
john cusack. or smth lydat la.
go listen!! the reason.
damnnnnnn nice!

alright i better go slp now

poddy at 5/17/2004 01:05:00 AM :: link

eheheh! hello pig! yu're finally blogging again. must be freaking rich now la. workworkwork like shit. macam buffalo in the rice padi. anw think yu rather suited to be a cher for life sia. good friend with yur students can write autograph give them some more. go cher!! be a principal next time! like zhongyi!
anw we wait for xian come back then watch troy la. i cant wait to watch. today at work i think everyone was like going to watch troy. so there will be like sudden huge lumps of ppl coming in. then when go clear tables can see tt on the tables got movie tickets. walau jealous can. i wanto watch!!! den got shrek on 21 may den got harry potter on 4 june. walauwalauwalau!!!!!
oh man tmr im gonna start a shitty week! applied for attachment at cgh. supposed to have applied with amanda but DEAR AMANDA cheated me!!!!!!!!! she never apply!!!!!!!! so im going aloneeeeee!!!!!!!!! and im attached to dept of orthopaedic surgery but i cant go into the damn OT. so pls tell me what in the hell am i going to cgh for?!?!! actually im just whining cos i'll hafto wake at 7!! alamak how bloody early is that!!!!!!!! anw wish me luck!!! i hope there'll be lots of hot young docs there!! :) hahaha
waa think im growing old. im aching like hell after training-kickbox-work. my shoulder muscles are killing mee!!!! anw yea!! lets go for training!! tho i really tak boleh tahan the irritating looks the stupid j1s and rg girls give us. WHATEVER man. whats their bloody prob.
ohh!!! today the channel news asia morning newscaster came starbucks!! yu know in the morn got one guy one girl. then the guy is rather cute one. its the guy la. den he looks rather short and not as cute in real life. and he was acting rather gay. kept putting his hand over the shoulder of his ahneh friend. and put his face so close that if he stuck out his tongue he wld be licking him man. sickkkk. me and my friend damn turn off man. anw my ultimate cute customer came today!! :) haha happyyy!!!! but he was like rather blur not like his usual self. and the worst thing is i have 3 pimples!!! so ugly!!!!! :(
ok this is all out of point. sorry. jus feeling rather high cos worked with my crazy friend today. ok byebyee!! troy time soon!! :)

poddy at 5/17/2004 12:04:00 AM :: link

Sunday, May 16, 2004

heyheyhey the campuscapers guy has finally posted a photo of himself on his website! too bad he didn't post before me and xian encountered that nonsense char kway teow guy at the church then we can see if its really him. like a bleddy celebrity!

anyway xian will come back in 1 day.. wheehee then we can watch troy! but i guess xian not all too happy about coming back to singapore..? who can resist a place with free internet access?

anyway at kickboxing this week we wore ankle weights and the big obakak on my leg left over from judo camp last yr is still rather painful with the ankle weights! when you wear them you feel like you have been transformed into a big manly macho canoeist girl! what a wonderful fee-hee-ling man. and our kickboxing teacher knows mr eng. wah mr eng is famous! btw mr eng's legs now look skinnier than ever. must be stressed. anyway yeah lets go mr tan's so i can investigate his boneless juicy chicken wings. my mother asked me to go and investigate and steal his juicy wings recipe. cheecheecheecheecheecheechee*..

*the indian way of saying tsktsktsk

mando at 5/16/2004 12:52:00 PM :: link

Saturday, May 15, 2004

hoho.i'm back. wundering why my internet suddenly ok liao. after no using for 1week. tot it'd die n stut counting down 1min to shut down.. hope i can finish this before it shuts down..

wah. i'm so RELIEVED!!!!!!!! i FINALLI SURVIVED these 2wks... YaY!!!!!! everidae was juz monotonous n tiring. 6am wake up. 7am reach sch. 1pm after sch. 3pm tuition. 7pm tuition. 11pm end of tuition. 11.30pm reach home. mark papers. 1am slp. for 2whole wkS!!!! piaNGz!!! n my blardy P6 class the stuPId maDs are driving my NUTS> finali i got rid of them. now i'm back to the everidae wait for calls n canot plan ahead daily life again. SIGH. dmanit. missed the training session. reali wanted to go but my kid wana haf tuition lah sigh. irirating. juz hoppe they do well. if not blardy hell waste my time n their time. sigh. lyk how my P6s all dun study hard.end up all fail stut crying. or bi good. lyk cry got use lor. iritating pigs! sae i longwinded sommore! but teh gals realli nice. i hav lyk 10 autograph books to write for my weekend homework. hoho. pri sch daes man. muz show u guyz wat some stupid 'new' created poems tehy haf... last time we had teh "flowers were red viotlets are blue frenz r sweet n so are u!" kinda nonsense. now thy haf 'kick the chair kick teh table kick your boyfren down the stairs" kinda rubbish! gdnEss!! n loTz more. wat percentage frenz chart n wateva rubbish. laff until i pengZ!!! hahahahaha.....

I WANNA WATCH A MOVIE! n SEE u GUYZ!!!!!! so Long hvnt sEEn u aLL.. n not to sae a MOvIE! din even noE xian left for hongkong n happily msged her wondering why she nv reply!!! sigh. c how lost touch i am man. ok lah. muz tell me when u all mit up lah k.

SINGAPORE SALE IS COMING>.. or i tink for sOME ShoPs is HERE!!!!!!!! OoHlaLa... it's shoPping TimE agaIN!!!!!!!!!! k k.. whO fRee lyk me wana Go taiTai shOpping n speND monEy tell ME k! hahahaha.. :) canT waiT man. afTer all dat hardwoRK muz splURge abiT! *gRInz*

aniwae lets find time n go back training again k. can can???? this time i surely will make it! :) i made ms lux wait for me yesterdae at qnswae for nothing. feeling so bad!!!! LuxY! soRRi k!!! btw had my final theory liao! kaOz. all thanx to lux's yellow Bk! it was BLardy easY! all The qNs from teh bK! haha. yaY! next tues stutTing my driving lIAO!!! waH so dma excitINg!! lalalala...

btw i tink now thailand safe liao or not huh? got some realli CHEAP DEALS leh... 299bux go bangkok package 5D!!!! for hundred PLuS bankok/pataya or chiangmai can chOOse one for onli 100 plus Bux!!!! rouND ticket!!! so chEap ryT!!! tink got quITe a few nice deaLs out there leh!!! how arh..we muz hurri decide n go bOOK!!! :)

suppose to go australia wif my frenz but dun even noe still goin ow not. sigh. n wah piangs. duno if i shud take up a new tuition. at cck. p6! 30Bux peR hour k!! DAM GD raTe hor!!!! to take over my tcher colleague..not confirmed yet but duno if uni life can cope.but 30 bux per hr! gd money sia! hoho. i'll be jobless in june liao... hols cuming.. soBz sObz.. so net outflow again. shit. oh well. k k. xian xian. haf farn in hongkong! buy lotsa nice stuff k! :) wish i was there tOO!!!! wana get out of sPore!!!

loving myself more each day at 5/15/2004 04:43:00 PM :: link

Friday, May 14, 2004

alamak! dint know hongkong so cool got free internet access at mrt. how cool!
but we cld never have that in singapore where ppl are how selfish and freeloading den jus hog the internet station den prob have lots of gangster fights sia.
walau shit i wanto go overseas also!! go some coldcold place. its damn mother hot here. its like living in a bloody sauna sia.

anw training was rather fun :) jus that since thurs me and manda cannot move any part without dying of pain. every step is like owowow. luohan are yu in pain too?
anw rather fun to do break falls at least still can do it but side break falls stil feel weird. den got diving break falls. the poor little white belter guy who had to be the obstacle so poor thing!! kena hit some more. and walau hauwan is damn on and damn suicidal. den got yuchikomi wa i do one round den tired liao. den got funny throws den luohan left liao. den walau im the ultimate loser. i zek my ankle while running back cos my leg half on the green gym mat and half on the judo mat den @!#? anw after that it was harai day. den got kumikata and go look at manda's neck haha my old habit is still there
im sorry airhead! :)
den we talk to eng waaaaa he has a damn happening family!!!
his father loanshark den his big bro is police den his other bro is ah beng!! ahhaha
happening right!!!!
den mr tan was telling us abt his new boneless chicken wing invention. cut den scrapescrapescrape den pull out the bone den stuff back the meat. waa like damn easy but i know i cld never do it man. lets visit him go eat it soon haha
anw really miss training and tan and eng we shd go back more often :) jus that the j1s and the 2 rg girls were like giving us freaking weird looks. so i wento intro us and say we are j3s den dey stil gave weird looks. WHATEVER.
anw den got 2 bout randori den me and manda happily pon it ahha humsters. skarlie juline and yanling wanto play with us. walauu tired sia. den got reverse pushups. omg its bloody tiring. manymany times worser than normal one. i do 20 den peng4 on the mat.
den got shouting which was rather fun. all the irritation yu feel tt yu never let out den yu scream it all out. waaa shiok!!!! den phoebe and the gym guys were staring at us like we're some freaky ppl haha but i like to shout :)
yup so that's what we did on wed :) rather fun tho pain.

anw huiyi cut fringe!! so she looks like jolintsai and i cldnt recog her!!
and she jus change braces color today. wonder what color she put.

anw today at hospice there is a really really cute little uncle who breathes like a fish!! tho i think he dont really like me cos i dint feed him properly. den he can walk so he likes to walk ard without the nurse knowing den he fell den got super raw open wound den when the nurse bathed him he was screaming TAK BOLEHH!!!!!! so kelian. and to stop him from running ard they belted him to the bed. so kelian. like some mental patient kena chained to bed :(
anw there are fewer and fewer ppl for me to bathe. nurses getting more efficient!
so rather slack. but the waking up so early is hell!!! i dont wanto go back to school!!!! hafto wake early!!! :(
anw the nurse at the stroke hospital said her cousin friend son who is a ah neh got a reply from med already can. walauuuuu hum sia!! shittttt. i havent got no reply from anything!! except rejections from scholarships la. ah heck. im resigned to being a stupid failure.

anw harry potter looks damnnnnn nice!!! saw the trailer yst!!
and zhuan watch troy she say damnnnn nice!! but orlando bloom is a pain in the ass tho.
xiannnnnn!!!!!!!! hurry come back so we can go watch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

poddy at 5/14/2004 10:35:00 PM :: link

helllo xian
wah real cool man got free internet access at the hongkong mrt station arr?
wah cool cool man..... hello hope u engjoying urself over there ya! shop eat shop eat the feeling must be rather good rite?

the weekend is here but kaoz tomorrow got to work, sian man....ewww....3 more weeks to go to the end of my contract, just can't wait for the day to come man.... can't wait can't wait....

and fishy ya, dun say liao la think my fitness level also become negative already, go for taekwondo on wed then ache like anything whole body and during training also too tired to really do much wah lao cannot slack anymore liddat i'm gonna fail my black belt grading man, i'm gonna train damn hard then onwards and not slack anymore cannot make it already, still can't do my 360 degree turning kick and back thrust properly and my coach keep on saying my pattern no power then my sparing also no good. shit man... dammit, i want to pass man if not waste my 60 bucks man....

crap crap.... still nothing from usp....i'm losing faith and hope....awwww....i'm turning into a disgruntled and depressed idiot.....

feel like go on a shopping spree... haha but cannot spending too much liao still have to pay for my new contacts and glasses which are gonna cost me 500 bucks..crap

Bengbeng at 5/14/2004 08:03:00 PM :: link

Thursday, May 13, 2004

within 40min of warm up n a little bit of trng
i broke 1 nail, have a rather big bruise on my elbow n a tiny one on hip and my thigh muscles r screaming
laft at the rather light trng patrt but my thighs already feel so jelly macam 1st time we did many many laps of frog jumps lidat haha
fitness level ZERO liao hah damn
when u r in it dont feel so scary anymore la although kept telling everione i scared n tramautise n dont wan to crawl...
but NO MORE MOUNTAIN DEW!!!
argh how can they do this to me?? all the vending machine in ri change the option tt used to b MD to H2O liao sigh sobz
thirst tt i cant quench
heng the super cold water cooler outside the toilet still there
but now we r all not the j2 girls animore
n haowan n yanling r starting to look mre n more like little pofuns haha got the sha qi...
sigh
miss the sweat the trng la i guess
but haha still can do breakfall but my uchikomi buay steady liao haha
so wat did u all do aft i left? got play randori?
tink we shud try to go bk more often la aha

fish laoda at 5/13/2004 12:42:00 AM :: link

Monday, May 10, 2004

xian just enlightened me that the word luggage may have been created from the word lug! in that case i think the word luggage may be one of the funniest words in existence, next to the word googlimooglies and nostril.

ay beng i know how you feel! after sitting in a room full of people going to harvard and cambridge on prestigious scholarships i feel a deep sense of shame! shame!!! what have i spent my life doing?? why was i not spending more of my time looking at ants under the microscope and investigating why gorillas do not dig their noses like people do???

and beng you should have told meeee.. den i could have lent you prozac nation! its been sitting in my cupboard forever and ever. its a good story but it will make you feel depressed. can i borrow the tori book? she wrote another one called someone else's kids which is really good too.

and today i went driving again and the stupid instructor told me to change gear and turn at the same time when a bloody car pulled out right in front of me once i rounded the bend and i was like "OH SHIT!!" and he was like "never mind." yeah never mind when you are remote controlling a person who drives like a two year old playing daytona and almost making her bash in a nice toyota soluna and the other bad driver who was driving it! grr. then after me and huiyi had a hot date and we went bimboshopping! huiyi is a good bimboshopping partner and now my shirt count has increased by 3! budden i made her wait damn long outside fitting rooms cos she din wanna try on anything.. sorry lux! :)

xian i dont mind going sentosa.. can go night cycling and swimming! eh is anyone free/wants to watch van helsing? otherwise i must run and find other pple to watch hairy the vampire slayer with me!

mando at 5/10/2004 11:24:00 PM :: link

wow the blog thingy changed man, didn't know until i sign in until now....

ok ya think i'm turning menopausal these days man, i feel so frustrated all the time, why why why? everyday i plan with my colleagues on when we going to burn down that sch somewhere in the west, they for not yet getting any reply from the sch or offers and me for not hearing anything from usp......hahahhaha.... think i'm over confident ppl?

and wah lao after a century psa finally sent me a rejection email, well better then nothing at least they bother, now waiting for the firefly one then after that the psc one.....the mere talk of scholarships make me feel upset, think i really choose the wrong course man, why didn't anyone tell me earlier?

anyway, let's recap the weekend, ok sat was quite happening, met for family lunch with my cousins and ah ma to celebrate mother's day in orchard at coca resturant and went kino and spent like 50 bucks on books, oh man i miss the feeling of books man, and i haven read any good books in like a century so hack la just buy the books first, one tittled "Murphy's boy" by tori hayden abt some psychological thingy one like the teacher trying hard to help this boy who's like autistic or sth..... and another one "prozac nation", alas abt how everyone seems to suffer from depression somehow. think for this one it is now made into a movie or sth liao izzit? at least that's what it claims on the cover.....

then after that went to meet mel mel and my old pals from co to go watch rjco concert at sch, wah lao feel like being part of the orchestra playing again man, the good old days man, then think of judo also, i want to go back in time man..... really miss those days......

then after that we went out for supper at lao pa sat until like 12 plus no transport home got to share cab home man, and well well really happening learnt that rj was mentioned like a month ago in the wall street journal for being a 'ivy league producing machine' or sth cos the article says that about 40% of their students get into top unis, then haha was just lamenting that somehow for us something went wrong along the production line ya..... tsk tsk.....

oh and really think this yr our batch very lihai man, got 10 ppl got into stanford i heard from mel mel one and got 3 ppl got into mit, desmond(dunman peepz) was telling me and out of the 3 one is of course, our pres scholar in the making kl's darling ruijie and the other yan choy and desmond and i were like wah, cos they all dunman peepz..... haha..... never knew dunman peepz can make it so big. haiya but then yan choy gave up his pr for singapore and went back to hk liao, well another talent came and gone.....

and then sunday was the day all the frustration set in, so frustrated man whole day kept on going on and feeling highly irritable, haha and i went to have happy meal at macs now got damn cute qoo toy, oh must tell edwin he's a fan, haha but then didn't really feel happy after eating that also.....

and then today my tutition kid canx her tuition said her aunt was coming to teach her instead cos tomorrow is her maths mid yr i was like fine lor, watever, dun trust me it's ok one seriously, haha the aunt my mum's boss also so both of us can't stand her anyway..... always pay $1 and expect ppl to put in $10 of work..... totally irrational, and in economical terms, totally unfeasible?

shit man i must start controlling my temper, i must be humble think i'm thinking too highly of myself, crap crap, my mum kept on telling me that cannot keep on saying u're the best when i grumble to her that i'm going to burn some sch down if they dun give me usp......argh......maybe i'm really expecting too much? but how come i just feel so disturbed and bu fu qi these days.... haha guess this is the real me man, always wanting more and more..... i dunno liao la.... life is getting quite disgusting..... and i must start to like that sch i must start to like that sch if not i would be miserable for the next 4 yrs of my life..... argh headache headache headache......

i tried so hard to break free but in the end i'm still stuck here, and sinking deeper and deeper into the swarm, and my frustration is just making the swarm turn into quicksand and i sink even faster into myself.....hahaha.

hey hey and counting down to the end of my contract..... think tomorrow would be fingers and toes combined number of days left.....counting down counting down.....

Bengbeng at 5/10/2004 09:09:00 PM :: link

Friday, May 07, 2004

yesssssssssssssss............. the long awaited weekend is finally here......

ok first things first, congrats to all those who are freebirds now ya, enjoy ur freedom and make good use of ur time, learn something like driving or another language or another sport or another skilll.... good time to do comm service also.... must contribute something to society man.... feel so useless nowadays.... dunno why well well and i'm counting down to the end of my contract, think about 20more days to go or sth.... june 7 come sooner man.....

oh ya and congrats again to xinyi ya! teaching scholarship man, jia you jia you! well think u very happy ya and we all very happy for u also, like ur path choosen for u so u dun really have to really choose anything i suppose and u got a bright future ahead must save our education system and all those kids which we keep on talking about that are like dunno.... feel like they dunno wat they going to do next time liddat one.......

haiz....sian....tired.... go bath now.... like getting lesser and lesser things to say and keep on repeating myself only.....

Bengbeng at 5/07/2004 08:58:00 PM :: link

ahha i almost killed a motorcylist today. cos i was concentrating on the cars. luohan dad say i drive very heck care haha but thats my attitude to most things in life nowadays. ah well. i think we both almost heart attack today haha. i hum. then he also hum. and that made me more hum!!
think he was rather amused at me cos i was screaming macam on roller coaster while going down this steep slope and i was cursing all drivers who wldnt give way or suddenly stopped cos i wld hafto start from 1st gear and half clutch and wtf man. bastards!!
anw i was telling him my slipper theory and he say is rubbish and tt luohan likes to try out diff slipper each time she drive. true not luohan??
den he also say he wanto bring luohan to malaysia eat ask if we wanto go. eat bak kut teh. haha.

anw wento work. rainy day got many flying ants. and they like me. and they kept flying into my shirt damn itchy can. den stupid pastry man came at 12midnite. bloody late can. shd come b4 1130 can. got my pay today. my bank now got 1000bucks!! :) so i think april i earned 300 bucks :) not bad la. more than what i calculated. den today decided to take company cab. in the end the stupid cab nv drop me right under my block. drop me at ulu place with drunk ah nehs. nehneh la!! i cld have got raped sia. and i had to walk so far somemore. wasted my time waiting for the nehneh cab. shd have walked home! so anw reached home at 2 den now 3. damn tired but kinda habit to come online at nite.

tmr still must go clean shit. 2 weeks no clean liao. hope can do it man. shit sia. must wake damn early. :(
ok i feel the shitty crawling-ant syndrome. better go slp la.

fking asshole ants.
keep sexually harassing me.
nex time i shall use a lighter and fry them alive.

poddy at 5/07/2004 02:49:00 AM :: link

yoyo pple hey
midyr half of it gone liao by this time next wk all my kids wud haf completed their mid yr i tink then i'll b happi... next fri...
then carol my dad say u drive got improve quite good but rather reckless like wan to kill pple haha...
dont b like mi kan cheong then si che la so paiseh drive so long liao still can stall haha
tmr i going into circuit heard it's a little toy land so can go play like guviller lidat haha
my dad says its 14.60 then with lesson fee its abt 50 but i asked him to go show the bill to my dad haha :p

fish laoda at 5/07/2004 01:49:00 AM :: link

Thursday, May 06, 2004

ay! how come no one blogs? its like the visitor counter jumping hell alot den no new posts. walemak all waiting for someone to make first move isit. walau macam yu like some guy den he also like yu but both shy shy dont dare make the first move sia.

anw cher ng hope yu aren't pms-ing still. cos yu got yur scholarship. and yu're earning big bucks. and we finally met up on tues.

happy that ALL of us actually came!! act i wasn't gonna go cos felt bad told my mum i wld go home for dinner since i ate lunch with zhuan tt day. but xian say everyone going everyone going!!! so i went :) lucky i went. finally got to see lux who's hair is now nice and silkier at the top only tho hahaha and beng who is skinnyer and guniang woohoo :) but xian gave a bad recommendation so xinyi beng and me kena spend 8 bucks plus eating tasteless noodles. walau the tasteless myojo chicken abalone instant mee also got more taste. if soup no taste noodle must have taste ma. walemak the stupid place both noodle and soup no taste. so if anyone reasing this wants to go dintaifung at paragon. yu can only eat the beef noodle cos only xian and airhead had good noodles. but the xiaolongbao is nice la. super suckable. hahaha. i dunno if yu suck yur xiaolongbaos but i know airhead does :) and me too! haha lydat then the nice soupy thing inside or whatever yu call it wont be wasted. anw wtf am i talking abt i am like giving a summary on our meal when we all were there and im wasting yur time reading this haha im sorry.

anw with all the shit abt scholarships and unis, i have only one thing to say: i seriously REGRET taking s paper. cos after all that crap of training alone with xian like mad dog. cheonging to finish den go in to math s stinking, i still failed it. and i aint even going to get no scholarship. so someone PLEASE tell me. WTF did i waste my fking time studying the s paper for?? how many precious hours did i spend sitting rotting in lt 1 getting cellulite on my legs cos of the cold air!!?? and in the end its the ppl without s paper who are getting all the scholarships. WOOHOO. walau this totally gives yu a WTF outlook on life. so to all scholars out there. pls excuse me if i dont share yur joy cos i am currently damn turned off abt the fking scholarship system.

shit had driving today. totally suck at driving. i get worse with each lesson. luohan i hope im not on the list of yur dad's horror students. but i have kinda realised that my driving skills depend on the slipper i wear. the rip curl slipper is not for driving at all!!! cannot control the pedals!! my heavy white slipper was at first quite ok budden slowly my driving stil turned to shit. i think i shal try my m)phosis slipper tmr. i think if i used the superstar... i wldnt feel the pedals at all man hahaha. prob have ahappytreefriend moment in eunos.
hows everyone's driving. share horror stories leh. then i can console myself. dont feel so shit abt my driving :( cos of todays stupid lesson i was so stone during work my manager thought i broke up with my boyfriend. i was like ... what boyfriend? no boyfriend can.

anw congrats to xian and lux for joining airhead as a freebird :)
my stupid store is stil hiring ppl when we haf such crap shifts already. so i guess soon i may become pathetically shiftless. think my tuition ending soon too. since mid years ending soon so pseudo free bird la huh.

er. i know beng is rather busy.. but anw who's on for watching troy?
i know airhead(orlando bloom) and luohan(brad pitt) are. who else wanto watch? wanto watch tgth?
um ok la shd go slp now. tmr must go play with auntie uncle. help dem stil kena scolding from dem :( tmd

this is where mst will be useful sia.
i am that girl!! that girl is me!!

haha dream on man

poddy at 5/06/2004 12:00:00 AM :: link